I Hate Brazil

[rise321]

Letters can't come soon enough, and words have never meant more to me. I feel like a piece of me is missing, and its eating me up. Why do things like this always have to happen to me? I have such bad luck, and then something amazing comes along and gets snatched away for what feels like an eternity. It is SO hard to be positive right now. I don't know what to do with myself, I'm forgetting how to be happy. Its been so long since I have been able to say I was truly happy. How can I be so attached after such a short time? I feel like a stupid girl, but I want so badly to believe that this is more...my heart is telling me that this is so much more.

I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new

Cause in my head there’s a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they’re far more suited than here

I cannot guess what we'll discover
We turn the dirt with our palms cupped like shovels
But I know our filthy hand can wash one another’s
And not one speck will remain

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Where soul meets body

~Death Cab For Cutie