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hmm. i'm pretty tired. the children are talking in the living room right now, avoiding sleep. tyler broke his arm. little shit :-| i had just walked down to the lake from peeing and i yelled for tony to give me my flashlight back and todd was like dude, michelle where's you're mom. tyler thinks he broke his arm. so i took my shoes off and ran 3 blocks as fast as i could. i swear i was there in like 10 seconds. i walked in and i called him a freaking retard. he fell on his arm on the trampoline. THE SAME EXACT trampoline that i broke my ankle on. the same exact way too. he broke it all the way through. his mom is going to kill him :-\. but yea. while i was at the house before all that big mess...i walked in the house n the awnsering machine came on. n ed was like i think that was for you. it was cortney, so i called her back. and she was quiet then her dad got on n told her to get off. n i'm like cortney you're crying and she started balling. so i told her everything was going to be ok and to sleep it off and to call me first thing tomorrow. i'm really worried about her. we haven't talked in like a month and she always calls when she needs help, so yea i'm just really worried. i hope she's ok. i miss paula right now too. the fireworks were great. i helped set them off. the moon was awesome too, it was low and orange over the lake. i wish i had my camera. i was going to go tping but that fell through. damn parents. (not mine for once) yeaa. i wish paula was on. i really miss her. haven't had a long talk in a while and i'm wondering if everything is going great for her or not. i hope they are. and i wish she could've been at camp with me. at vespers, not caring about anything except the stars and god. it's a great feeling. to look around and see everyone doing exactly as you and know that you couldn't smile any bigger if you wanted to. but yea. anyway, i think i'm done now. sweet dreams all.