all over again...

Dec 31, 2004 17:03

boo yah. hello. jenni came over last night, i missed her and we had fun and cuddled and omfg i love her. so i haven't talked to lulu or corti in like 2 weeks? i miss lulu like fing crazy and obviously she dosen't care. i dno apparently i flirted w/cort n pissed lulu off? but hello we're like tight n i flirt with everyone. i dno she said she wasen't mad but they've both been avoiding me. so idno. it sucks b/c i really cared and crap and i don't have anyone to talk to now. and bailey is in new york. her and jenni were staying like 2 blocks apart, it was weird. i miss bailey too. she makes me smile. i don seems like i'm loosing some friends. and i think lulu and corti are gone :'( they left me though which is a total slap in the face b/c i though we were friends? whatever i guess what's what i get for being a good friend? but yah i've hung out with aj every single day since last wendsday. weird? definatly. awesome? definatly. i got drunk yesterday. i know..me riight? weird. but it was fun. wendy was over n we were playing ddr. n i'm like omfg you know what would be the funniest thing ever? to play ddr drunk. n i remembered we had a bottle of coconut rum so yeah we ended up drinking the entire bottle in like 20 mins. and proceeded to play ddr drunk. lol. i definatly ran into the wall a few times or something? and apparently i called jenni lol and i left a weird ass voicemail. i dno but it was fun untill i ate wendy's swiss cake roll and spewed all over the garden. yumm-ayyyy. so i've come to the conclusion that candy canes are the shit.......oh and i finally decided to listen to that sonce "ohio is for liver" by hawthorne heights since ppl won't stfu up about it...and it rocks. all of their songs do. and i discovered this kickass band called the pink spiders. they fing rock out hard too.

TEN Random Things About Me:
10. i've had my braces for 5 years
09. i never eat the last bite
08. i seem to have a lot of dreams with escalators?
07. i wear my class ring on my middle finger
06. when i move my jaw out my left eyelid goes up
05. i only paint my pinky fingers
04. i take off the wrappers from everything
03. i chew on the little things on milk cartons n pop bottles that keep the cap on when you first open it up
02. i tear up paper n things n roll it into little balls
01. sometimes i think i'm black and people actually like me

NINE Places I've Visited:
09. indiana
08. virginia
07. d.c.
06. michigan
05. penn.
04. n.c.
03. kentucky
02. maryland
01. w.v.

EIGHT Things I want to do before I die:
08. learn how to snowboard like my brother
07. be a cool emo kid and have a hot emo BOYfriend that wears hardcore band t's and tight jeans
06. go to a REAL concert and mosh like a crazy kid
05. go to australia
04. go sledding down a sand dune
03. take a shower w/someone else
02. be friends with someone in a cool band
01. be a kickass drummer

SEVEN ways to win my heart:
07. smile
06. take to me as much as you want
05. Don’t use me
04. Love me love me love me
03. hold me
02. Play with my hair
01. patience

SIX Things I believe in:
06. heaven
05. spirits
04. passion
03. love
02. myself
01. god

FIVE Things I'm afraid of:
05. Being sucked into the ground by a devastating earthquake
04. things that pop out at me
03. drowning
02. not going to heaven
01. letting my coach down.....

FOUR of my Favorite Items in my bedroom:
04. all of the gas,hot water, and cold water button labels that i stole from the bio room
03. my lucky softball visor from 8th grade
02. the picture i drew last year
01. my handcuffs

THREE Things I do everyday:
03. get online
02. listen to music
01. talk on the phone

TWO Things I am trying not to do right now:
02. take things for granted
01. worry

ONE Person I need to see right now:
01. bailey
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