life is like "life"
"and whatever happens, just remember that tonight was my favorite night of any of them." that was just said on everwood...and therefore i feel it pertinent to tell you that everything i have watched to night has led to me turning in to a heartfelt puddle of overly-emotionally-involved thirteen year old girl.
no, worse. overly emotionally involved twenty year old girl. twenty year old supposedly intellectual goes to college to get an education in dramatic writing girl. so that's weird, because WB shows are killing me.
by killing me i mean they're awesome. gilmore girls suddenly turned crazy, and seventh heaven suddenly turned good. (yeah! i said good! if you want to fight me on it, we can!) and i don't know about everwood but i know that hannah just said "and whatever happens, just remember that tonight was my favorite night of any of them" and that's just adorable.
i've found life to be very "life" lately. that was not a negative statement, for those of you who read it that way. this entire school year i've been feeling more and more as though my life is solid and "me"... i'm comfortable in my classes and i love the prospect of a career involving writing. i feel like even though my administation is a little confusing at times, i'm making the best of my classes and enjoying them. it can be trying to sit in a room of people and have them all throw ideas and frustrations at one another... and even though sometimes it feels like we don't get anywhere... i feel like it's teaching me. and that's what i'm here to do...to be taught.
i feel like i have great relationships in my life...with my family, my close friends, garret. i don't mean to go on and on about happiness and all of that. what i meant when i said "i've found life to be very 'life' lately" was not that i'm oozing with happiness at every moment. nah. what i meant was that i'm totally comfortable in my life. it's like... a saturday night on the couch in a sweatshirt and pajama pants, under a blanket, eating cookie dough ice cream. i'm comfortable. it's not over the top - it's not like i'm running around in some bubble. it's not glittery dress at a restaurant on saturday night. that's happy - but that's... go home at the end of the night, take off the dress, and go to sleep. no, i'm more feeling the sweatshirt couch feeling. i fit into life right now. it's life. it fits me and i fit it.
thanksgiving is next week. i'm hoping that such means that i get to make the whipped cream with susan like i always have. that might be my only tradtion. isn't that weird? the thing about that is, i strike myself as the kind of person that would have a ton of traditions. is that inaccurate? i think i'm going to start creating traditions, because it's probably around twenty that one starts to aquire them. i don't know what they're going to be...but i'll figure it out and get back to you on that.
anyway... i should go. harry potter 4 is into two hours. oh god. i don't know what to do.
no, worse. overly emotionally involved twenty year old girl. twenty year old supposedly intellectual goes to college to get an education in dramatic writing girl. so that's weird, because WB shows are killing me.
by killing me i mean they're awesome. gilmore girls suddenly turned crazy, and seventh heaven suddenly turned good. (yeah! i said good! if you want to fight me on it, we can!) and i don't know about everwood but i know that hannah just said "and whatever happens, just remember that tonight was my favorite night of any of them" and that's just adorable.
i've found life to be very "life" lately. that was not a negative statement, for those of you who read it that way. this entire school year i've been feeling more and more as though my life is solid and "me"... i'm comfortable in my classes and i love the prospect of a career involving writing. i feel like even though my administation is a little confusing at times, i'm making the best of my classes and enjoying them. it can be trying to sit in a room of people and have them all throw ideas and frustrations at one another... and even though sometimes it feels like we don't get anywhere... i feel like it's teaching me. and that's what i'm here to do...to be taught.
i feel like i have great relationships in my life...with my family, my close friends, garret. i don't mean to go on and on about happiness and all of that. what i meant when i said "i've found life to be very 'life' lately" was not that i'm oozing with happiness at every moment. nah. what i meant was that i'm totally comfortable in my life. it's like... a saturday night on the couch in a sweatshirt and pajama pants, under a blanket, eating cookie dough ice cream. i'm comfortable. it's not over the top - it's not like i'm running around in some bubble. it's not glittery dress at a restaurant on saturday night. that's happy - but that's... go home at the end of the night, take off the dress, and go to sleep. no, i'm more feeling the sweatshirt couch feeling. i fit into life right now. it's life. it fits me and i fit it.
thanksgiving is next week. i'm hoping that such means that i get to make the whipped cream with susan like i always have. that might be my only tradtion. isn't that weird? the thing about that is, i strike myself as the kind of person that would have a ton of traditions. is that inaccurate? i think i'm going to start creating traditions, because it's probably around twenty that one starts to aquire them. i don't know what they're going to be...but i'll figure it out and get back to you on that.
anyway... i should go. harry potter 4 is into two hours. oh god. i don't know what to do.