some thoughts at noon.
here's the thing. i feel as though we're nearing the end of march now, and the snow has not only become indisputably unnecessary, but it's gotten to the point of being utterly inappropriate. like, it's not even pretty anymore - it's ugly and stupid. pretty is sunshine and whispy clouds and flowery skirts and bright colors.
i'm happy to report that i did move my bed from the center of the room to a new place next to the wall -- and i slept much better last night. i'm sure i still had creepy dreams, but not quite as creepy as the night before!
i miss school! p.s. i was talking to helayna about the apartment for next year this morning..and it got me quite excited about the whole thing. it's going to be the cutest apartment ever - i can feel it. we'll decorate it like a real house, and people will want to come over because it'll be a warm, friendly feeling apartment. we'll put bright happy things in there - like flowers and pictures of laughter ... and then it'll be warm and fun. and, we'll bake cookies so that it smells good. and! we can make cute little family dinners...eliminating the possibility of the dining hall sucking (because even though we have an awful lot of fun there, the food is usually pretty bad - there's no disputing that.)
my new john mayer song love is "st. patrick's day" ... specifically -
In the dark,
on the phone
You tell me the names
of your brothers
And your favorite colors
I'm learning you
And when it snows again
We'll take a walk outside
And search the sky
Like children do
...because in life, that really happens.
i got up at like 8:45 today - which is earlyish. that's okay though.. i secretly don't like it when i sleep endlessly. i feel like i wasted a day or something.
tracy came home last night - and i miss her greatly..so i'm going to go call her and see what she's up to. i'll talk to you soon!