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Hating job = back on! That’s it. I can’t. I won’t. I’m done. I quit. Well, not the last part…yet. But I am officially back on the job market. Things were going fine these past few days, but I know my bully was working her bully darndest to contain herself. I mean, after our millionth talk last week about how I feel she treats me (not to mention I cried about it in front of her-something I deeply regret and tried so hard to prevent from happening), she has been trying to hold back her bullyness. But she’s back. She was out sick for two days this week and it was freakin’ wonderful. I got so much work done, I was on top of things, everything was great. She comes back and the walls come crumbling down.
I think there are many factors as to why she hates me. I think one she is a control freak who needs everything done her way and I so do not have the same work style as her. Two she is frustrated here and does not like the way pretty much anyone works-and the only one she can talk down to/scold/try to change their ways is me.
Whatever, I’m not going to ramble on b/c I know I’ve discussed this with prob everyone who’s reading this and I’m over her. I can’t be happy at my job with her. She’s making everything so much worse for me. While I am going to spend sometime this weekend and all weekends going forward actively looking for a job, I am still going to talk to my boss about this. I’m going to do that b/c I know she has been talking to my boss about me and I don’t think it’s fair for my boss to hear these things from her. Even though my boss loves her, I don’t care-she treats me like crap and that’s not right. Even if I am as terrible as she thinks I am, it’s still not right. If the fire me, fine I prob get some kind of ‘you’re fired’ package, if they don’t fire me-I’m going to try to get the hell out of there in under three months.
Oh yeah, it’s my b-day this weekend. Which also makes me mad, not cause of my birth but b/c they all know it’s my b-day and not only did they do nothing about it, they didn’t even have the decency to wish me a happy b-day. Last sat. was my boss’s b-day and we surprised her with a lunch and they mentioned they would take me out. I honestly am glad they didn’t b/c I don’t like them-but I’m hurt they didn’t do a single thing. Everyone who has a b-day has had something done for them. I think that’s wrong. All these other things make me mad professionally, but this makes me mad on a personal level. I feel abused and stepped on and I don’t like it.
I quit.
I think there are many factors as to why she hates me. I think one she is a control freak who needs everything done her way and I so do not have the same work style as her. Two she is frustrated here and does not like the way pretty much anyone works-and the only one she can talk down to/scold/try to change their ways is me.
Whatever, I’m not going to ramble on b/c I know I’ve discussed this with prob everyone who’s reading this and I’m over her. I can’t be happy at my job with her. She’s making everything so much worse for me. While I am going to spend sometime this weekend and all weekends going forward actively looking for a job, I am still going to talk to my boss about this. I’m going to do that b/c I know she has been talking to my boss about me and I don’t think it’s fair for my boss to hear these things from her. Even though my boss loves her, I don’t care-she treats me like crap and that’s not right. Even if I am as terrible as she thinks I am, it’s still not right. If the fire me, fine I prob get some kind of ‘you’re fired’ package, if they don’t fire me-I’m going to try to get the hell out of there in under three months.
Oh yeah, it’s my b-day this weekend. Which also makes me mad, not cause of my birth but b/c they all know it’s my b-day and not only did they do nothing about it, they didn’t even have the decency to wish me a happy b-day. Last sat. was my boss’s b-day and we surprised her with a lunch and they mentioned they would take me out. I honestly am glad they didn’t b/c I don’t like them-but I’m hurt they didn’t do a single thing. Everyone who has a b-day has had something done for them. I think that’s wrong. All these other things make me mad professionally, but this makes me mad on a personal level. I feel abused and stepped on and I don’t like it.
I quit.