Feb 13, 2005 09:05
so this week and weekend were mostly the concert....i didnt make allstates iu dnt think they put my name on the announments says ruby but not aon the list whatevs. after districts i dont want anything to do with that tstuff..,districts well, we went we cangw we conquered, no. um well since we only had one day to do it we weren that good and i really widshi i went to my game. thats ok though. i dodnt really get all that i wanted out of going btu i mean i think i have to say that ruby sonja kaitlin aelia claire and i must be geniuses...hahahah kiss fm was there at essex for there tech ceter open house right outside the audotorium so we had a mad dance fest, oh my life was so good then, until i got ignored. thats ok. i have to say that brian is the sweetest guy known to humanity. ok first off, hes a really good singer and you know waht he said, well i got to sit next to him during singing and he pulls out a cross word puzzle and goes "it mabye be dorky but ive got somehting we can do" adn i LOVE crossword puzzles. i dont like him or anyhthign but i was such a flirt towards him..we were sitting two saets away from you knwo who so that might be why too, but really whoever marries that man will haev a longa dn happy life, singing you to bed at night and then waking you up and doing the crossword puzzle together. well i think ive coem to a conclusion on whole mr musical, i think that around that crowd this weekend i am too young, and the whoel sb crowd was there and this molly grl that used to date jesse was mackin on him so bad hahaha oh man. but anyways i think im jus to young or he feels bad hanging out with me casue of that when threre are older peole to be hannging out with aorund. wahtever adn then wehn were on the bus or wahtever, well youknow. ahh whatever i dunno. i had a really good end to my week though at school,,i got an ok scheduel hat i need to cahnge though but dont have nuch time. and career was really good the dman and i jsut sat at our table for a whiel and talked and joked. i dot even think its so much a crush as that hes really col and that id liek to hang out with him and have a really good time. hes jsut as cool as some of the girls i hang out with and its not wierd talking, well another i dunno. its liek 9 am and my mom already sponatneuoly wigged out i am going to play but i hope my mo will let me go to nells...ahh or else im gonna feels really bad for not going but i dunno.
lata