Fic: Sunrise, G-TOP

May 16, 2009 13:32

Author: Risabet
Title: Until Sunrise
Word count: 385
Pairing: G-TOP
Rating: PG-13, for bad habits
Summary: TOP and Jiyoung share a moment in the dark hours. A small ficlet.

Stretched out side by side, like so many times before, with a window opened wide just above their heads Jiyoung and Seunghyun lay on the bed, holding tightly onto the illusion that time and place - especially time - didn’t matter. Maybe it was the darkness that surrounded them, or the dying out of the wear and tear of the day. The digital clock on the side table had been turned to face the wall, because what you didn’t know couldn’t hurt you.

Smoke drifted towards the ceiling in gentle twirls until it got sucked out through the window into the cool night air. At steady intervals a cigarette was passed from one hand to another, and each time it was Seunghyun’s turn take a drag he heard in his head the countless warnings of the countless people he cared for, and remembered the anti-smoking add their group had even filmed. Pangs of guilt. Guilt that subsided each time he gave the cigarette back to Jiyoung.

Indirect kisses were a childish concept. Seunghyun liked it anyway.

“It’s too cold for this,” Jiyoung sighed, putting the cigarette out against the small plate they had taken to using as an ashtray, and pushed the window shut with his foot, not bothering to sit up.

“Maybe, yeah,” Seunghyun agreed half-heartedly, but it’s not like we’re going to stop doing it anyway, is it? He rolled over to his side, turning his back at Jiyoung without really knowing why.

“Sleepy?”

“It’s probably past two already.” Jiyoung was right, it was cold in the room, even with the window closed.

“Not what I asked.” Seunghyun felt the mattress dip slightly as Jiyoung shifted his weight, making more room.

“You can sleep here, if you want to, you know.”

“Yeah. Thanks.” Jiyoung always said that, and he always answered the same way.

He seldom stayed.

“Hyung?” Seunghyun didn’t answer. He closed his eyes and imagined they were somewhere far, far away, and tried to make himself believe that he only was cold because they would soon reach the icebergs and see the polar bears. Seunghyun had never seen a polar bear before.

Just as he was about to fall asleep he heard Jiyoung murmur something right next to his ear.

He couldn’t quite make out the words, but it still made him smile.

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Notes: Smoking kills, you guys! I’m sure that neither Jiyoung nor Seunghyun smokes in real life, they are too smart for that. Not only does smoking make you and those around you ill, it also damages your voice, among other horrible things. It’s one of the worst habits there are, don’t take to it.

fiction, oneshot, big bang

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