what is wrong with me?
I have too much energy. I can't sit still. I can't focus on one thing or choose to do my work until it's last minute or even past. dalksghsad;lgkhs what a problem to have? I guess it could be worse but...
Interesting. And here's from Friday:
What am I doiiiing? Why didn’t I do any of the work today? What is wrong with me? It’s not like I can indefinitely keep putting it off. And Sunday when I actually have to do it, I’m going to hate myself for preventing a calm and happy Sunday night. Worst idea ever.
It’s not like I have unlimited time. This is ridiculous. I could have done it Tuesday. Or Wednesday. Or even Thursday. I might be the worst worst procrastinator ever.
Okay, plan for the weekend: no idea tonight, we’ll see.
Saturday: run in the morning, farmer’s market? who knows. (hour or two of work? possibility) drive in movies
Sunday: game at Alex’s house, babysitting in Columbia, do a bunch of work there - no tv! and then come home and do another bunch of work until it’s just fucking done.
I can do that. I can put my mind to it and just fucking get it all done. It’s not that bad. I don’t even have to do any real work for story time with Ron for the next few weeks anyway. I just have to focus on getting it all finished this weekend before I need to start studying for the Praxis. Jiminy. I need to.
I can doooo it. I can I can I can. I gotta.
Interesting. And here's from Friday:
What am I doiiiing? Why didn’t I do any of the work today? What is wrong with me? It’s not like I can indefinitely keep putting it off. And Sunday when I actually have to do it, I’m going to hate myself for preventing a calm and happy Sunday night. Worst idea ever.
It’s not like I have unlimited time. This is ridiculous. I could have done it Tuesday. Or Wednesday. Or even Thursday. I might be the worst worst procrastinator ever.
Okay, plan for the weekend: no idea tonight, we’ll see.
Saturday: run in the morning, farmer’s market? who knows. (hour or two of work? possibility) drive in movies
Sunday: game at Alex’s house, babysitting in Columbia, do a bunch of work there - no tv! and then come home and do another bunch of work until it’s just fucking done.
I can do that. I can put my mind to it and just fucking get it all done. It’s not that bad. I don’t even have to do any real work for story time with Ron for the next few weeks anyway. I just have to focus on getting it all finished this weekend before I need to start studying for the Praxis. Jiminy. I need to.
I can doooo it. I can I can I can. I gotta.