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Aug 05, 2006 04:45

here goes nothing

4:45 in the morning and i can't sleep. this has happened to me for the last week or so. i'll be exhausted, but the minute my head lies down i start freaking out. about anything and everything. i think i might go to the doctor to get anxiety pills...to think most people pop zanax for fun and i would be doing it b/c i'm crazy....super. i just want to sleep and not at 4 to 5 in the morning when my body just can no longer take being awake. it kills me so much.

why is it that from 3 to 5 in the morning is the saddest and lonliest time of the day. you suddenly feel the weight of the world on your shoulders and your complete lack of ability to do anything about.

Jesus help us lost souls at this time b/c i know i'm not the only one who suffers from insomnia.
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