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Walking away from the things I love to try and get family in line. I eat everything in my path because thats what it seems like will help. I remember my old ways of coping and I think just one little cut just this once maybe that will help but I know its wrong I know its dangerous but it used to help. I don't have a person to sit down and talk with anow that can handle all of these things so its back to the lj I guess. I'm fighting my health. I'm fighting my family. I'm fighting my life.