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I'm starting to realize I can't live life this way.
I can't go to school, get a job, and die.
My body attacks itself under stress.
I'm not supposed to do it all.
Is there no other way?
Why don't they teach you other options?
So tonight
instead of taking my meds
and instead of writing
I'm going to lie in my bed and think long and hard
about how I'm going to survive
and how I'm going to really LIVE.
I can't go to school, get a job, and die.
My body attacks itself under stress.
I'm not supposed to do it all.
Is there no other way?
Why don't they teach you other options?
So tonight
instead of taking my meds
and instead of writing
I'm going to lie in my bed and think long and hard
about how I'm going to survive
and how I'm going to really LIVE.