school stress and motorcycles
So school is causing me so much anxiety. One class in particular. I am seeing a counselor and he says that anxiety is a product of fear... Kind of like fever is a product of the flu.. I guess I fear that i will fail this class. I feel so lost and the teacher is an ass to me. Whether he realizes it or not he is very condescending and unnaproachable to me. He used a discussion question answer on my test as an example of how not to answer a discussion question.. Pretty fucking rude.
The good thing is that my Harley helps with my stress..
When I get on it sometimes its like I am one with the world. Its really strange. In a car you see things going by out of the window and u listen to your music with the air conditioning on but when your on a bike its you and nature. I am there with those things going by, I smell every little smell, you can detect very small temp. changes that wouldnt be noticeable any other way. You look down and 4 inches from your foot is the road zooming past you. Its almost zen like.
I have made a lot of impulse purchases in my life but I have always wanted a harley davidson. I got one and its the best damn purchase I have evern made..right next to my cat Seymour.. there was a $25 adoption fee.
Months later I still hop on my bike and get that rush when I start the engine. I hope I still have that rush years later.
PS.
George Bush and the no child left behind act can kiss my pimply white ass! DId you know to teach in public school now that it takes 3 hours of paperwork to teach and hour class? And all you are doing is showin that you are teaching to a standardized test. What if the students dont get the less0n? Too bad, you have to move on to the next lesson. You cannot deviate from the schedule.. Fuck bureaucrats!
ANywho..
I am about to put on some clothes,
so yea
l8r
The good thing is that my Harley helps with my stress..
When I get on it sometimes its like I am one with the world. Its really strange. In a car you see things going by out of the window and u listen to your music with the air conditioning on but when your on a bike its you and nature. I am there with those things going by, I smell every little smell, you can detect very small temp. changes that wouldnt be noticeable any other way. You look down and 4 inches from your foot is the road zooming past you. Its almost zen like.
I have made a lot of impulse purchases in my life but I have always wanted a harley davidson. I got one and its the best damn purchase I have evern made..right next to my cat Seymour.. there was a $25 adoption fee.
Months later I still hop on my bike and get that rush when I start the engine. I hope I still have that rush years later.
PS.
George Bush and the no child left behind act can kiss my pimply white ass! DId you know to teach in public school now that it takes 3 hours of paperwork to teach and hour class? And all you are doing is showin that you are teaching to a standardized test. What if the students dont get the less0n? Too bad, you have to move on to the next lesson. You cannot deviate from the schedule.. Fuck bureaucrats!
ANywho..
I am about to put on some clothes,
so yea
l8r