haunted
there's just so much that i can't say right now...
decisions are difficult to make. but sometimes, they're necessary, even though there are some who will be hurt in the process.
if all the love i hold in my meager heart can satisfy everyone, i would sacrifice it. i know i'm just one person, and i'm not Jesus or anything, nor do i claim to be anywhere close... but i would just like everyone i love to not feel broken, not feel abandoned, not feel alone.
...
i know it hurts but there's a worse kind of pain...
FUCK PAIN, fuck it ten times over, fuck, fuck, fuck!!!
decisions are difficult to make. but sometimes, they're necessary, even though there are some who will be hurt in the process.
if all the love i hold in my meager heart can satisfy everyone, i would sacrifice it. i know i'm just one person, and i'm not Jesus or anything, nor do i claim to be anywhere close... but i would just like everyone i love to not feel broken, not feel abandoned, not feel alone.
...
i know it hurts but there's a worse kind of pain...
FUCK PAIN, fuck it ten times over, fuck, fuck, fuck!!!