last to know...
i just found out today...was thinking of her, and knew i ahdn't heard from her in forever...i just saw all the posts on facebook. bawled my damn eyes out, for sure. and i just wanna keep crying. because i can't deal with this anger i feel. im sure everyone is past that part already; but for me it's just beginning...these ( enter one of many expletive) doctors. i just...ugh. it doesn't make sense. she didn't deserve any of what she was put through. and the doctors were useless. 32 is way too young. all these things have been said here though, i just...i don't know. im definitely in shock. i met her in a fibro support group, and that was it; we hit it off nicely. and i kept up on her journal as much as i could.
loved her and always will. she had a strength in her i could only pray for.
my condolences to other friends/family of Kel's...
0_o
nora