if i could stay like this in the give of your lips
I feel bad. I used to post here all the time. Work/friends/life has me busy, tbh.
But I want to make an effort to post here more again. I need a proper outlet for my thoughts like I used to have. Twitter doesn't cut it really. It's funny how the need for a journal just comes and goes. I needed this so badly when I first got it at 16, and it helped a lot while growing up and when I went to college. And until about 2 years ago, it was a big part of my daily routine. The regular unloading took a weight off. Even if I'm just talking to myself.
But basically, I'm happy right now. Haters to the left. I've been happy since Christmas. It was a good unintended gift, I think. :)
And so, San Antonio has been creeping closer. So quickly, and really not fast enough.
I have nervous and impatient habits that come out frequently, like bouncing my leg and lightly tapping my fingers, or rubbing my thumb and finger together. And I've been doing them all lately when I think about the trip. I just want to toss clothes in a bag and go nowwwww. And I know I'm not the only one wishing time would speed up.
So, yeah, that's about it. I'm just really happy right now. :)
But I want to make an effort to post here more again. I need a proper outlet for my thoughts like I used to have. Twitter doesn't cut it really. It's funny how the need for a journal just comes and goes. I needed this so badly when I first got it at 16, and it helped a lot while growing up and when I went to college. And until about 2 years ago, it was a big part of my daily routine. The regular unloading took a weight off. Even if I'm just talking to myself.
But basically, I'm happy right now. Haters to the left. I've been happy since Christmas. It was a good unintended gift, I think. :)
And so, San Antonio has been creeping closer. So quickly, and really not fast enough.
I have nervous and impatient habits that come out frequently, like bouncing my leg and lightly tapping my fingers, or rubbing my thumb and finger together. And I've been doing them all lately when I think about the trip. I just want to toss clothes in a bag and go nowwwww. And I know I'm not the only one wishing time would speed up.
So, yeah, that's about it. I'm just really happy right now. :)