fanmix: i almost believe you (olivia spencer)
And so, I made another fanmix. Just shoot me.
But I couldn't help it. On a rare night of using "shuffle," a handful of songs popped out at me. And I just had to continue it.
So hopefully this captures Olivia and her place in the Olivia/Natalia relationship.
[Olivia Spencer is fucking fierce] - She Can Get It (Kevin Rudolf)
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She knows just what she likes, no matter what the price
She got me hurting bad: perfect ten, working that
Looks like a million cash
Well let me fill your glass
And they want money in the bank
[Olivia isn’t so untouchable, and her heart is proof] - Running For Home (Matthew Good Band)
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And after this there’s just the circus
And every morning your carnie heart stops working
It gets tight in there sometimes
Looking for those defects, talking like it's a reflex
[Determination to be a lost cause] - You Found Me (The Fray)
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Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me
[Suddenly someone is caring for her, whether she likes it or not] - Unfamiliar Ceilings (Fightstar)
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It's hard to see how all of this will end
For the consequence of a broken heart to mend
Stay awake with me
It's getting light outside
When time is still, for you it hurries
Stay awake with me
So I can see the sun
Rising up upon your shoulder
[Caring back is terrifying when you have a long track list of disappointments] - Weight Of It All (Matt Nathanson)
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Show me where the sun comes through the sky
I'll show you where the rain gets in
And I'll show you hurricanes and the way that summer fades
Underneath the weight of it all
[Awareness and even a bit of "Am I crazy?" doubt] - Beating Heart Baby (Head Automatica)
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In spite of you
Even out of view
Still, I love all of you
I do, yeah
You want nothing to do with me
[She's been looking for this kind of love for so long, and now it's right in front of her] - Lazy Eye (Silversun Pickups)
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I've been waiting
I've been waiting for this silence all night long
It's just a matter of time
[And so they do their little dance around each other] - Trying (Lifehouse)
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Well I haven't memorized all of the cute things to say
But I'm working on it
Maybe I'll master this art form someday
If I quote all the lines off the top of my head
Would you believe that I fully understand all of these things I've read
[The need to be selfless for someone else's sake is too strong] - If I Had It All (DMB)
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If I had it all, you know
I'd fuck it up
If I were a king
If I had everything
If I had you and I could give you your dreams
If I were giant-sized, on top of it all
Then tell me what in the world would I sing for...
[Finally on the same mutual page...] - Baby, It’s Fact (Hellogoodbye)
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You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my heart’s about to burst
Into a thousand pieces
So, it must be true
And they'll believe us too soon
[Abandonment tends to have this "drink yourself to death" effect] - Call Me On Your Way Back Home (Ryan Adams)
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Call me on your way back home, dear
Cause I miss you, and I just want to die without you
Oh, I just want to die without you
Yeah, I just want to die without you
Without you, honey, I ain't nothing new
[Piece by piece...] - Sober (Kelly Clarkson)
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Three months and I’m still standing here
Three months and I’m getting better yeah
Three months and I still am
[Want and reality are rarely ever friends] - Ice Age (Pete Yorn)
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Throw your arms around my neck
And whisper softly of a thing that we will get
I’m asking you, let your diamond bracelet fall
Over the ice age
I want to go back
[It's so tiring, fighting those dimples off] - Warning Sign (Coldplay)
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Come on in
I've got to tell you what a state I'm in
I've got to tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
When the truth is I miss you
[Pride and fear? What are those? Bigger picture, remember.] - Forgiveness (Patty Griffin)
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Let's take a walk on the bridge, right over this mess
Don't need to tell me a thing, we've already confessed
And I raise my voice to the air, and we were blessed
It's hard to give; it's hard to get
But everybody needs a little forgiveness
[The end] - You And Me (DMB)
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Want to pack your bags something small
Take what you need and we disappear
Without a trace we'll be gone
Moon and the stars will follow the car
And then when we get to the ocean
Gonna take a boat to the end of the world
All the way to the end of the world
Oh, and when the kids are old enough we're gonna teach them to fly
But I couldn't help it. On a rare night of using "shuffle," a handful of songs popped out at me. And I just had to continue it.
So hopefully this captures Olivia and her place in the Olivia/Natalia relationship.
[Olivia Spencer is fucking fierce] - She Can Get It (Kevin Rudolf)
DOWNLOAD
She knows just what she likes, no matter what the price
She got me hurting bad: perfect ten, working that
Looks like a million cash
Well let me fill your glass
And they want money in the bank
[Olivia isn’t so untouchable, and her heart is proof] - Running For Home (Matthew Good Band)
DOWNLOAD
And after this there’s just the circus
And every morning your carnie heart stops working
It gets tight in there sometimes
Looking for those defects, talking like it's a reflex
[Determination to be a lost cause] - You Found Me (The Fray)
DOWNLOAD
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me
[Suddenly someone is caring for her, whether she likes it or not] - Unfamiliar Ceilings (Fightstar)
DOWNLOAD
It's hard to see how all of this will end
For the consequence of a broken heart to mend
Stay awake with me
It's getting light outside
When time is still, for you it hurries
Stay awake with me
So I can see the sun
Rising up upon your shoulder
[Caring back is terrifying when you have a long track list of disappointments] - Weight Of It All (Matt Nathanson)
DOWNLOAD
Show me where the sun comes through the sky
I'll show you where the rain gets in
And I'll show you hurricanes and the way that summer fades
Underneath the weight of it all
[Awareness and even a bit of "Am I crazy?" doubt] - Beating Heart Baby (Head Automatica)
DOWNLOAD
In spite of you
Even out of view
Still, I love all of you
I do, yeah
You want nothing to do with me
[She's been looking for this kind of love for so long, and now it's right in front of her] - Lazy Eye (Silversun Pickups)
DOWNLOAD
I've been waiting
I've been waiting for this silence all night long
It's just a matter of time
[And so they do their little dance around each other] - Trying (Lifehouse)
DOWNLOAD
Well I haven't memorized all of the cute things to say
But I'm working on it
Maybe I'll master this art form someday
If I quote all the lines off the top of my head
Would you believe that I fully understand all of these things I've read
[The need to be selfless for someone else's sake is too strong] - If I Had It All (DMB)
DOWNLOAD
If I had it all, you know
I'd fuck it up
If I were a king
If I had everything
If I had you and I could give you your dreams
If I were giant-sized, on top of it all
Then tell me what in the world would I sing for...
[Finally on the same mutual page...] - Baby, It’s Fact (Hellogoodbye)
DOWNLOAD
You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my heart’s about to burst
Into a thousand pieces
So, it must be true
And they'll believe us too soon
[Abandonment tends to have this "drink yourself to death" effect] - Call Me On Your Way Back Home (Ryan Adams)
DOWNLOAD
Call me on your way back home, dear
Cause I miss you, and I just want to die without you
Oh, I just want to die without you
Yeah, I just want to die without you
Without you, honey, I ain't nothing new
[Piece by piece...] - Sober (Kelly Clarkson)
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Three months and I’m still standing here
Three months and I’m getting better yeah
Three months and I still am
[Want and reality are rarely ever friends] - Ice Age (Pete Yorn)
DOWNLOAD
Throw your arms around my neck
And whisper softly of a thing that we will get
I’m asking you, let your diamond bracelet fall
Over the ice age
I want to go back
[It's so tiring, fighting those dimples off] - Warning Sign (Coldplay)
DOWNLOAD
Come on in
I've got to tell you what a state I'm in
I've got to tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
When the truth is I miss you
[Pride and fear? What are those? Bigger picture, remember.] - Forgiveness (Patty Griffin)
DOWNLOAD
Let's take a walk on the bridge, right over this mess
Don't need to tell me a thing, we've already confessed
And I raise my voice to the air, and we were blessed
It's hard to give; it's hard to get
But everybody needs a little forgiveness
[The end] - You And Me (DMB)
DOWNLOAD
Want to pack your bags something small
Take what you need and we disappear
Without a trace we'll be gone
Moon and the stars will follow the car
And then when we get to the ocean
Gonna take a boat to the end of the world
All the way to the end of the world
Oh, and when the kids are old enough we're gonna teach them to fly