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I know, I've been a distant friend all summer. But really, it's situational. And I have the pay stubs to prove it.
I don't have the means to visit, and even if I had them, I would never have the time. 40hrs/per week constantly, no set schedule, and no guarantee my requested time off would even been honored.
But hey, if it makes anyone feel better I've done two fun things all summer. I took one of my days off and went to Sebago with some friends here, and then I saw Pirates after work one day. That's it. Really. This summer has been so uneventful in those terms that it's pathetic. I'd love to have a vacation that's truly a vacation. One without work, one where I can spend some money freely.
So what's a day like? I wake up, work, eat, sleep. That's all I even have the time for. And if it's a day off? I clean something, anything in the house.
I just really can't be bothered physically to sit at the computer and talk to people when I'm falling asleep in my chair. Or drive six hours in my day to and from, when I only have the one day off. So that's it. That's why I suck as a friend during holidays.
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I smashed my head on a clothes stand at work today. And apparently I have a lump on my forehead. Becky watched me smash it. And offered hugs. Not sure why. I tend to get them anyhow. I got chased down the store and jumped on. Strange girl, but quite cool.
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I just want to be at school.
I don't have the means to visit, and even if I had them, I would never have the time. 40hrs/per week constantly, no set schedule, and no guarantee my requested time off would even been honored.
But hey, if it makes anyone feel better I've done two fun things all summer. I took one of my days off and went to Sebago with some friends here, and then I saw Pirates after work one day. That's it. Really. This summer has been so uneventful in those terms that it's pathetic. I'd love to have a vacation that's truly a vacation. One without work, one where I can spend some money freely.
So what's a day like? I wake up, work, eat, sleep. That's all I even have the time for. And if it's a day off? I clean something, anything in the house.
I just really can't be bothered physically to sit at the computer and talk to people when I'm falling asleep in my chair. Or drive six hours in my day to and from, when I only have the one day off. So that's it. That's why I suck as a friend during holidays.
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I smashed my head on a clothes stand at work today. And apparently I have a lump on my forehead. Becky watched me smash it. And offered hugs. Not sure why. I tend to get them anyhow. I got chased down the store and jumped on. Strange girl, but quite cool.
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I just want to be at school.