Feb 10, 2004 21:06
I need to just pick a state. It rains, then I move to where its sunny, then I got to school back where it rains. And in all this unnecessary confusion am now I once again stopping a school going to where its sunny to be reinstated into the medical system to be poked, prodded, and phosphoresce with radioactive substances.
And of course the weather today was a ridiculously amazing day beyond all reason. So I got my book and my apple and walked to the arboretum which is right on Lake Washington and sat myself down on a big rock on the edge of the lake and read "Enders Shadow". Talk about the most beautiful and relaxing place that I've ever been on this Earth. And, as always with the cruel irony that is life, I am reminded of this 2 days before I leave that most-beautiful-place-on-earth.
I'm tired of switching back and forth. There are too many people that I love and care about and not enough of me to spread.
Now to work on getting bon santé.