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Well that was embarrassing.
Thought someone I knew had left a note for me being like "hi, did you get my text, how are you" I was quite excited because I wasn't sure how well we are actually getting on/ whether or not we actually speak and so was really like "hi, so glad to hear from you"
She didn't send it.It was somebody else entirely.
Lame reason to be upset I know, but it was deeply embarrassing, due to the fact that now she will believe that I am soooo desperate to be friends with her.
Its not that I don't want to be, its just that I don't think we're talking, because I am so silly. And because I shove my emotions down people's necks.
And because me wanting to be no more than friends because that is all that is suitable or feasible or what anyone wants comes accross like "I want to shag you"
Thats why most of my friends are guys. They don't care if you want to shag them.
Axx
Thought someone I knew had left a note for me being like "hi, did you get my text, how are you" I was quite excited because I wasn't sure how well we are actually getting on/ whether or not we actually speak and so was really like "hi, so glad to hear from you"
She didn't send it.It was somebody else entirely.
Lame reason to be upset I know, but it was deeply embarrassing, due to the fact that now she will believe that I am soooo desperate to be friends with her.
Its not that I don't want to be, its just that I don't think we're talking, because I am so silly. And because I shove my emotions down people's necks.
And because me wanting to be no more than friends because that is all that is suitable or feasible or what anyone wants comes accross like "I want to shag you"
Thats why most of my friends are guys. They don't care if you want to shag them.
Axx