Jan 16, 2007 06:44
I'm okay now. Things are better and I'd like to think I'm moving toward homeostasis. Weee.
The Super-student sign is switched on from now until Finals week. Rarr. Then it's Boracay and the A2 beach trip which Sarah and I have yet to plan.
On to other things:
Self-growth is my current battlecry. One thing I'm grateful for is regaining my love for sleep. I've been sleeping fine, and eating a little too fine din yata. No more nightmares. I love sleeping too much--which is why I'll probably never be a criminal, a murderer or a homewrecker (HA!!!!) in this life. Sleeplessness, insomnia and fatigue will never be worth the lifetime of grief ahead.
Giving up my ultimate dream to die in my sleep for temporary relief? God, not even to feed my family. Or to fight for the love of my life. Since some people are sooo into Alicia Keys, here are some of her enlightening words for you: What goes around comes around; what goes up must go down.
With that said, I guess now that I'm down, there's no other way but up. Bring it on.
hopeful