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The waiting is always the hardest. Watching out to see who and what is the first to make a battle statement, making sure you are ready for the fight ahead, hoping your outfit matches. Okay the last bit isn't important but my mind is all over the place right at this moment.
I have been watching the others set up preparing for this and I am so uneasy. Anything, everything could go wrong. And if it does we are all lost to this plot.
If he wins that means we die. Or I should say if he wins I hope we all die. Quickly, painlessly. Sorry, I'm not into prolonged death scenes. Don't have that many last words in me.
I have my weapons readied. It's the only thing I can really do at this time. Can't exactly fire on the little girls below us. Tipping them off wouldn't be a proactive move at this time. From my research on Slayers i am praying to whatever deities that are protecting us they can't "feel" Illyria. She's not a vampire yet she is certainly not human.
I hate this.
Feeling unsure before a battle is never a good sign. But how can I not? We're really a rag time team here. Skilled yes, but so apart on many fronts.
And then when this is over the question remains of what do I do. Do I have a future here? Will Giles go back on his word and send me to my dimesion because of my ways? Will Willow turn me into some little rodent because she doesn't agree with my ideas?
I have to say though, watching her prepare for the spells that they think will save us is amazing. Never really watched magic being done before. Not exactly in my area of expertise.
The air here is unsettling.
I wish Giles would get his ass here. Where is he? Can't have a battle without the leader in place now can we?
I have been watching the others set up preparing for this and I am so uneasy. Anything, everything could go wrong. And if it does we are all lost to this plot.
If he wins that means we die. Or I should say if he wins I hope we all die. Quickly, painlessly. Sorry, I'm not into prolonged death scenes. Don't have that many last words in me.
I have my weapons readied. It's the only thing I can really do at this time. Can't exactly fire on the little girls below us. Tipping them off wouldn't be a proactive move at this time. From my research on Slayers i am praying to whatever deities that are protecting us they can't "feel" Illyria. She's not a vampire yet she is certainly not human.
I hate this.
Feeling unsure before a battle is never a good sign. But how can I not? We're really a rag time team here. Skilled yes, but so apart on many fronts.
And then when this is over the question remains of what do I do. Do I have a future here? Will Giles go back on his word and send me to my dimesion because of my ways? Will Willow turn me into some little rodent because she doesn't agree with my ideas?
I have to say though, watching her prepare for the spells that they think will save us is amazing. Never really watched magic being done before. Not exactly in my area of expertise.
The air here is unsettling.
I wish Giles would get his ass here. Where is he? Can't have a battle without the leader in place now can we?