Calmer Now
Such a silly little thing, and yet it still makes me feel like the most hated person on earth.
It's happened before. I've added people to my friends list, and for whatever reason they've chosen not to add me back. Once or twice people have un-added me with no explanation. A couple of times I've added someone only to find that not only have I not been added back, but that their previously public journal has been locked down to friends only. And although it's quite possible I'm jumping to the wrong conclusions, I can't help but think it's because they don't want me accessing what they were previously quite happy with the whole world being able to read. Kinda makes a girl wonder what she's doing wrong.
Maybe I have to stop worrying so much about what other people think of me. There will always be those who for some reason or other choose to dislike me and not want to get to know me. But when someone who used to act like a friend suddenly stops and acts like they don't want to know me, that kinda stings.
I have the most wonderful friends. People who are patient and tolerant and go out of their way to reassure me that they care for me no matter how annoying I am sometimes. I don't know why I get so worked up about the friends I don't have. I guess I just don't like knowing that I'm not liked.
It's happened before. I've added people to my friends list, and for whatever reason they've chosen not to add me back. Once or twice people have un-added me with no explanation. A couple of times I've added someone only to find that not only have I not been added back, but that their previously public journal has been locked down to friends only. And although it's quite possible I'm jumping to the wrong conclusions, I can't help but think it's because they don't want me accessing what they were previously quite happy with the whole world being able to read. Kinda makes a girl wonder what she's doing wrong.
Maybe I have to stop worrying so much about what other people think of me. There will always be those who for some reason or other choose to dislike me and not want to get to know me. But when someone who used to act like a friend suddenly stops and acts like they don't want to know me, that kinda stings.
I have the most wonderful friends. People who are patient and tolerant and go out of their way to reassure me that they care for me no matter how annoying I am sometimes. I don't know why I get so worked up about the friends I don't have. I guess I just don't like knowing that I'm not liked.