Insomnia.
I'm really not so much tired right now. And I'm REALLY feeling nauseas.
I'm sick of work. Although I'm happy because my GM and AGM are out of town this week, down in Destin about to die in the tropical storm. It makes me sad that Jeff decided to still go down to the coast, even with an impending natural disaster about to knock him off the face of the earth.
I'm in a very morbid mood. And I have the right to be.
Got a phonecall at 9 am this morning, waking me up. Myself, being too lazy to get up and answer the phone listened to the message my sister left. "Just thought you'd want to know, they found Uncle Bruce dead this morning. We don't have any details, call me back." No one has died in a while. Things have been going good...and now I'm mad at myself again because my Uncle Bruce died and I haven't seen him in about 4 years, since the last time I went out to Colorado. The family is trying to figure out whether to have the funeral in CO or MN. I think they're leaning towards MN. Not that that's BAD. But I'm really feeling selfish (I know it's completely horrible at a time like this), and want to go to CO. And this would be a good reason to. My plane ticket to go back home is $300, which isn't bad. But I kind of don't want to go. I'm just not sure.
In other news, my sister in law is pregnant again. She's only 7 weeks along now, I think. But we're hoping since she had a full-term pregnancy last time with Emma Briar that she won't have another miscarriage. The good thing is, she's due right around the time of my sister's wedding. So hopefully she'll have the baby while I'm home for that.
I'm still not tired. And it's 4 am.
I'm sick of work. Although I'm happy because my GM and AGM are out of town this week, down in Destin about to die in the tropical storm. It makes me sad that Jeff decided to still go down to the coast, even with an impending natural disaster about to knock him off the face of the earth.
I'm in a very morbid mood. And I have the right to be.
Got a phonecall at 9 am this morning, waking me up. Myself, being too lazy to get up and answer the phone listened to the message my sister left. "Just thought you'd want to know, they found Uncle Bruce dead this morning. We don't have any details, call me back." No one has died in a while. Things have been going good...and now I'm mad at myself again because my Uncle Bruce died and I haven't seen him in about 4 years, since the last time I went out to Colorado. The family is trying to figure out whether to have the funeral in CO or MN. I think they're leaning towards MN. Not that that's BAD. But I'm really feeling selfish (I know it's completely horrible at a time like this), and want to go to CO. And this would be a good reason to. My plane ticket to go back home is $300, which isn't bad. But I kind of don't want to go. I'm just not sure.
In other news, my sister in law is pregnant again. She's only 7 weeks along now, I think. But we're hoping since she had a full-term pregnancy last time with Emma Briar that she won't have another miscarriage. The good thing is, she's due right around the time of my sister's wedding. So hopefully she'll have the baby while I'm home for that.
I'm still not tired. And it's 4 am.