im drowning in death

[rippedopenbrain]

so its been a while. i got back with dave, so whoever was a poophead about it before can go lick ms poseys bowl hair.yea its gross
any how, one acts went well last night....there are some individual immature boys id like to tie to a railroad track but besides that.....

well i didnt go tonight cuz there is a death that is supposed to take place today. that sound very evil but in reality a woman real close to me is getting taken off life support and will pass. ironically, me and my parents were talking about this like a week ago at one of my best friend's funeral.we were saying they always die in threes. one of their friends grandparents died the same day my friend ted did. this shit sux. my black clothes are still dirty from the last funeral.is this weird to anyone else?i dunno. im sick of people either dying on me or ignoring me as results of falsehood. i hate this. dont trust anyone and everything will run smoothly. humans carry around knives in their pockets because they back stab others so often.
but life goes on
and on
and on.
ive been talking to too many life haters lately.ugh.
SARA