one of those days.....
its just one of them days where everything is sad and nothing is right. it doesnt matter who is around or what is goin on the pain and sadness devour my soul. I cant keep the tears back very easy anymore. i cant cry right now bc my aunt and her friend/grandson are here! i just cant pretend anymore its impossible. i am tryin to seem happy all the time.....ahh shit i gotta go...more later!!