Feb 25, 2006 03:01
So I decided I'd write a little bit, get some stuff off my mind.
There's this girl I'm kinda feeling or whatever, & we hung out & everything went really good. We kissed goodnight, all that good stuff, you know the basics ;) The next day after we talked a lot on the phone, she said she had a really good time with me & everything & that she would see me this weekend & was excited.
Well, I haven't heard from her. I don't know if there's something I did or if she just changed her mind. I've done everything I could to get in touch with her but that's not really working out so I guess I'll just leave it alone.
I've kinda just decided I should give up for right now. Besides the fact that everything with Heather is still really hard, but even when I try to do anything that falls a part too. I guess instead of trying to find something I should just chill right now & leave stuff alone.
Anyway, .. business wise, everything is going okay. Had an amazing photo shoot last night & the pictures turned out gorgeous. There's a few up on my myspace if you guys wanna check them out. I'll have the rest up later. Thanks so much to Ashlee for helping me out with all that, she's a doll.
Still looking for a job, hopefully something will come my way.
I'm trying to look at everything as good as I can but there are seriously some moments recently that are just trying to rip all that away.