What is lost can never be saved.
Xmas was nice. I went to Covington for 3 days & spent time with my family. My mom misses me bad, it breaks my heart to leave. My grandma got me a bunch of Wizard of Oz stuff & I got to spend 2 days with her. Eh :D My niece & nephew are growing up too fast, but it's nice.
The first night I came home I stayed up talking to my mom until like 5am & when I finally went in my old room, I layed down & right above me, H.r.M with 11.o8.03 painted right above me. To the left, theres everything Heather ever wrote. I felt like shit after that & eventually fell asleep.
Speaking of Heather, she stopped by. It wasn't bad until she spoke to her "new found love" when she was with me. I felt funny because she didn't want him to know she was with me, so the whole time I felt like I was hiding something, when nothing was going on. We talked for awhile about old times & just like that it was over. She left. It made me feel a lot of different things. I was happy, I was pissed off, I was upset... they all collided & I just went on about my business.
Covington just felt.. different.
I spent a couple hours with my cousin Dustin & talked about a bunch of stuff, that was really nice. He's going to come party with me one night soon, so that should be cool.
I missed my wifey like crazy :( But, he's made up for it, he's been with me ever since I got back, lol. This weekend is New Years so I get to see Josh finally. I've missed him so much. New Years eve is going to be insane.
Hmm, ah, I got to see Meghan finally. She dyed my hair for me. Good stuff. I miss her more than I thought I ever would. She's coming over to say with us next week so I'm really excited for that.
Speaking of seeing people, I saw the love of my life. Rosa came in & I spent some time with her while I was still in Covington, then the next day she came back to Roanoke with us. That night Jessika & HP ended up coming over & hanging out until like 4 that morning. We didn't really do much but talk.
Jess loves me. She got me a new Used shirt, 70 bucks to put towards my tattoo today, & two 25 dollar gift cards, one to Spencers & one to Hot Topic. Xmas was nice this year. I got money from everybody else. Which is all going for the new ink. If I have any left over, I'm off to Best Buy. <3
My eye is finally going down. I missed work yesterday because it wouldn't quit leaking that fucking stuff out of it. It's gross. It gives me really bad headaches, but it's like in segments. They last for an hour then go away, then come back in like 2 hours. & it's like a constant tightning around my head.
I got my appointment messed up & thought I had to be there by 1 so I woke up all early to beat Jess to the shower. My appointment's not until 2, wonderful huh? I didn't go to bed until 5 or 6 because I was up with Shane playing Playstation & being stupid, aw.. I love him. <33
Well anyways I'm going to finish getting ready. Fucking muah. Haha..
The first night I came home I stayed up talking to my mom until like 5am & when I finally went in my old room, I layed down & right above me, H.r.M with 11.o8.03 painted right above me. To the left, theres everything Heather ever wrote. I felt like shit after that & eventually fell asleep.
Speaking of Heather, she stopped by. It wasn't bad until she spoke to her "new found love" when she was with me. I felt funny because she didn't want him to know she was with me, so the whole time I felt like I was hiding something, when nothing was going on. We talked for awhile about old times & just like that it was over. She left. It made me feel a lot of different things. I was happy, I was pissed off, I was upset... they all collided & I just went on about my business.
Covington just felt.. different.
I spent a couple hours with my cousin Dustin & talked about a bunch of stuff, that was really nice. He's going to come party with me one night soon, so that should be cool.
I missed my wifey like crazy :( But, he's made up for it, he's been with me ever since I got back, lol. This weekend is New Years so I get to see Josh finally. I've missed him so much. New Years eve is going to be insane.
Hmm, ah, I got to see Meghan finally. She dyed my hair for me. Good stuff. I miss her more than I thought I ever would. She's coming over to say with us next week so I'm really excited for that.
Speaking of seeing people, I saw the love of my life. Rosa came in & I spent some time with her while I was still in Covington, then the next day she came back to Roanoke with us. That night Jessika & HP ended up coming over & hanging out until like 4 that morning. We didn't really do much but talk.
Jess loves me. She got me a new Used shirt, 70 bucks to put towards my tattoo today, & two 25 dollar gift cards, one to Spencers & one to Hot Topic. Xmas was nice this year. I got money from everybody else. Which is all going for the new ink. If I have any left over, I'm off to Best Buy. <3
My eye is finally going down. I missed work yesterday because it wouldn't quit leaking that fucking stuff out of it. It's gross. It gives me really bad headaches, but it's like in segments. They last for an hour then go away, then come back in like 2 hours. & it's like a constant tightning around my head.
I got my appointment messed up & thought I had to be there by 1 so I woke up all early to beat Jess to the shower. My appointment's not until 2, wonderful huh? I didn't go to bed until 5 or 6 because I was up with Shane playing Playstation & being stupid, aw.. I love him. <33
Well anyways I'm going to finish getting ready. Fucking muah. Haha..