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A few months back Bill and I, well no that's not true Bill decided to end our relationship. I can't say I was ready to do that but I was thinking about doing the same thing myself. He did so by sending me an email while he was at work telling me he was sorry that he couldn't tell me to my face. That really hurt. I am over that now I think and I feel it is time for me to move on but I really have no idea which direction I would like to move. Since my mom found out that bill and I broke up she has been hinting for me to move back to Kansas and I've been seriously thinking about doing so. I know that I could most likely get my old job back at the plastics plant and I am thinking I may try to move back at the end of the year. Now heres the problem ever since bill broke up with me he has been giving me mixed signals, one minute he treats me the same as when we were together, which admittedly was more like roommates most of the time anyway, and the next he acts distant like i'm not even there. As I'm typing this I think that I will just wash my hands of him and move back to Kansas as i've really just been in a limbo thel ast 5 and a half years that I've been here, maybe I can move forward there.
He kind of pissed me off this weekend to. There is a gathering of the bear community this weekend well the last friday of every month, but this one was a halloween themed one and I think that it would have been fun he informed me that I wasn't allowed to go because "He needed some time away from me".. WHEN THE FUCK IS HE NEAR ME, I'm asleep when he gets home and he's at work when I get home we see each other in passing occasionly on the weekends and thats about it for the most part.... It just really pissed me off.
Ok I think I'm done ranting about bill and I do feel better now.
Last month I bought an IPOD one of the new classic ones, that has become the most useful purchase I think I've ever made, i'm always using that thing, I've discovered the audiobook feature lately and have been listening to those at work. The storage is great to my taste in music tends to change frequently and i had an mp3 player that would hold 2 gigs for awhile but it was never enough i now have my entire collection on my ipod which is almost 12 gigs worth of stuff... very nice... too bad ipod dosn't have their own subscription service.
other than the ipod and bill and I, I don't think there have been much new going on lately, I don't remember if I posted about my new phone but last summer I bought a new phone, a Treo 750 I haveto say I still love that phone. though i heard about new phones working through your wireless router when theres a low signal, i kinda wish i had that, though i really don't need it my service is fine in my place.
OH i have a wierd issue on my laptop. I have a Dell Inspiron 9300 that I bought with xp and upgraded to vista home premium, I didn't get the upgrade through dell but went to my local pc supply store and got a OEM copy instead for both my computers.. on the laptop the touch pad dosn't work right the verticle scroll hasn't worked since i installed it. I thought maybe that it was a driver issue but dell still hasn't released anything to fix it nor can i find anything out about it when i do a google search I was wondering if anyone had any idea of where i could get a fix for it at.
He kind of pissed me off this weekend to. There is a gathering of the bear community this weekend well the last friday of every month, but this one was a halloween themed one and I think that it would have been fun he informed me that I wasn't allowed to go because "He needed some time away from me".. WHEN THE FUCK IS HE NEAR ME, I'm asleep when he gets home and he's at work when I get home we see each other in passing occasionly on the weekends and thats about it for the most part.... It just really pissed me off.
Ok I think I'm done ranting about bill and I do feel better now.
Last month I bought an IPOD one of the new classic ones, that has become the most useful purchase I think I've ever made, i'm always using that thing, I've discovered the audiobook feature lately and have been listening to those at work. The storage is great to my taste in music tends to change frequently and i had an mp3 player that would hold 2 gigs for awhile but it was never enough i now have my entire collection on my ipod which is almost 12 gigs worth of stuff... very nice... too bad ipod dosn't have their own subscription service.
other than the ipod and bill and I, I don't think there have been much new going on lately, I don't remember if I posted about my new phone but last summer I bought a new phone, a Treo 750 I haveto say I still love that phone. though i heard about new phones working through your wireless router when theres a low signal, i kinda wish i had that, though i really don't need it my service is fine in my place.
OH i have a wierd issue on my laptop. I have a Dell Inspiron 9300 that I bought with xp and upgraded to vista home premium, I didn't get the upgrade through dell but went to my local pc supply store and got a OEM copy instead for both my computers.. on the laptop the touch pad dosn't work right the verticle scroll hasn't worked since i installed it. I thought maybe that it was a driver issue but dell still hasn't released anything to fix it nor can i find anything out about it when i do a google search I was wondering if anyone had any idea of where i could get a fix for it at.