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why is it me out of everyone that always gets fuck over. im sick of it. all i do is nice to everyone treat them with so damn nice. all i get back is bullshit. well i just found out i gotta move out tonight. fucking tonight. i wish i just had the money to own my own house. i hate this. i haven't had my own room in years. i've been sleeping of floors and couches for that past year and a half. i feel fucked over. idk anymore. it seems like i have no friends. just people. nothing special about them anymore. just nothing. idk i feel alone. i wish for a lot. i need to stop doing that. im so pissed. like beyond pissed. idk its been a bad year. kind of. mostly a really bad summer. bye.