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hey guys and girls, well the last two days have been fucking awesome ill go through all the stuff We’ll start with Friday that was normal we finally got out lockers which rocks and then I left r.e. early and went up to town and had my ear pierced again, which I think looks ok but I’m not totally happy with it, ill get used to it. My mum still hasn’t realised ive had it done!! I then came back 2 school and sat through two really long lessons, partly because I was waiting for it to be the end of the day. It finally came and me, Louisa and Charlie came back to my house we went up to the shop got some drink (vodka) then came back got ready and went out to Park Street.
It was Paul’s party and this guy called Francis who I talked to for a bit because I felt a bit guilty coming to his party and then not talking to him!! as soon as we got there charlie had drunk 2 cans of beer in 10 minutes so i was like slow down but she kept going, so in the end it caught up with her later on... And I talked to this guy called Howard who was nice and generally talked to lots of people which was awesome. As soon as I walked in I noticed this guy and his face sort of rang a bell but I wasn’t sure who he was, then I heard someone call him Carl and I was like ‘I KNOW HIM!’ and talked to him upstairs he used to go to my primary school and live at the end of my road which is quite cool. I then went into the kitchen and saw this guy (who was one of the annoying Marlborough kids one the train last week -see previous journal entry). So instead of ignoring him I went up and said hey and said I saw him on the train the other day he said he recognized me too, I originally thought he was about year 11 but it turned out he was like year 9!!! I couldn’t believe that but he’s so lovely so I talked to him all the time and I have to see him again soon because he’s just so lovely. I found out his name was James and he lives in Park Street. By this time quite a lot of people where pissed, including me - but I wasn’t too bad - Charlie was worse. But even worse than that was Paul’s sister my god, I couldn’t believe it she’s year 9 and she was dancing and stuff and then I went into the garden to see James and some others that were smoking outside. So I talked to her and she basically asked me if I was a lesbian and wanted sex, I declined but she still asked me later. I was slightly more scared the second time because it was outside her bedroom when I was on my way to the bathroom, I was like no your ok, shag James instead!! And she said she’d already shagged James so I was like ‘right… well ive got to go back downstairs now’ lol!! I then met loads of other people and hung around with Louise’s friend Alex for a while he was really nice, but promptly barfed in the garden after a while of talking to me, so I gave him some gum and he sort of recovered. Then I met this other guy called Neil who I have to say was the hottest guy there he looked a lot older than most of the other guys and was really sexy so I was naturally drawn to him. He was always dancing and stuff and I heard someone (I seriously cant remember much about this) that Neil ‘fancied me’ in typical playground terms and so when I went back in he came and asked me to dance and I did my usual ‘I’m so drunk dancing’ and before I knew it he was all over me so I sat down on the sofa and he sat next to me and started kissing me and I don’t remember much just that I was on the sofa an awful lot with him. Then I couldn’t see Charlie anymore, who has been slaughtered all evening so I panicked and looked around but couldn’t see her. Then I went out the front and managed to get to her just before she was sick (which she was EVERYWHERE) I tried to comfort her and got lots of coats because she was cold and then I met this other guy I walked into the kitchen I was convinced he was gay even though he said he wasn’t but he was lovely never the less and looked after Charlie while I got her some water. He then went inside I gave Charlie some water and went back in to see if I could get some water and saw Neil again so we swapped mobile numbers he had gave me a really nice kiss so I went in and sat down with him. Then went back out and checked on Charlie and it went round and round like that. Then Charlie went in the back garden and although she was cold was getting better which was good. I went back in to see Neil while Charlie chatted to other people. Then Neil had to go home because he had work the next day (he worked as a lifeguard) so we hugged and he went. Then I talked to the gay guy who said he wasn’t gay and loads of other random people James went and so I gave him a kiss good bye he’s so sweet!! And then I had another drink, comforted Charlie while she ate bread and talked in the living room whilst listening to frank Sinatra. Then we went home by taxi at about 12.45am which I thought was a good time. I even got 10p off the taxi woo hoo… this morning we got up had croissants and then went to H&M I got another jumper and then came back home, I’ve just had a chicken kiev and am feeling very happy. Chewing ‘juicy fruit’ strappleberry flavour gum! So yeah so far a fantastic weekend. Ill try to do some homework to do and depending on how much I do I might go to the rugby tomorrow, and Neil has invited me round his house from 5 until about 9 so I might go as im alone tonight because my parents are away at the Loreto quiz night, how thrilling. Yeah so that’s it ill update later on 2night when I’m bored of doing homework. Ttyl x
final thought: should i stay or should i go?
It was Paul’s party and this guy called Francis who I talked to for a bit because I felt a bit guilty coming to his party and then not talking to him!! as soon as we got there charlie had drunk 2 cans of beer in 10 minutes so i was like slow down but she kept going, so in the end it caught up with her later on... And I talked to this guy called Howard who was nice and generally talked to lots of people which was awesome. As soon as I walked in I noticed this guy and his face sort of rang a bell but I wasn’t sure who he was, then I heard someone call him Carl and I was like ‘I KNOW HIM!’ and talked to him upstairs he used to go to my primary school and live at the end of my road which is quite cool. I then went into the kitchen and saw this guy (who was one of the annoying Marlborough kids one the train last week -see previous journal entry). So instead of ignoring him I went up and said hey and said I saw him on the train the other day he said he recognized me too, I originally thought he was about year 11 but it turned out he was like year 9!!! I couldn’t believe that but he’s so lovely so I talked to him all the time and I have to see him again soon because he’s just so lovely. I found out his name was James and he lives in Park Street. By this time quite a lot of people where pissed, including me - but I wasn’t too bad - Charlie was worse. But even worse than that was Paul’s sister my god, I couldn’t believe it she’s year 9 and she was dancing and stuff and then I went into the garden to see James and some others that were smoking outside. So I talked to her and she basically asked me if I was a lesbian and wanted sex, I declined but she still asked me later. I was slightly more scared the second time because it was outside her bedroom when I was on my way to the bathroom, I was like no your ok, shag James instead!! And she said she’d already shagged James so I was like ‘right… well ive got to go back downstairs now’ lol!! I then met loads of other people and hung around with Louise’s friend Alex for a while he was really nice, but promptly barfed in the garden after a while of talking to me, so I gave him some gum and he sort of recovered. Then I met this other guy called Neil who I have to say was the hottest guy there he looked a lot older than most of the other guys and was really sexy so I was naturally drawn to him. He was always dancing and stuff and I heard someone (I seriously cant remember much about this) that Neil ‘fancied me’ in typical playground terms and so when I went back in he came and asked me to dance and I did my usual ‘I’m so drunk dancing’ and before I knew it he was all over me so I sat down on the sofa and he sat next to me and started kissing me and I don’t remember much just that I was on the sofa an awful lot with him. Then I couldn’t see Charlie anymore, who has been slaughtered all evening so I panicked and looked around but couldn’t see her. Then I went out the front and managed to get to her just before she was sick (which she was EVERYWHERE) I tried to comfort her and got lots of coats because she was cold and then I met this other guy I walked into the kitchen I was convinced he was gay even though he said he wasn’t but he was lovely never the less and looked after Charlie while I got her some water. He then went inside I gave Charlie some water and went back in to see if I could get some water and saw Neil again so we swapped mobile numbers he had gave me a really nice kiss so I went in and sat down with him. Then went back out and checked on Charlie and it went round and round like that. Then Charlie went in the back garden and although she was cold was getting better which was good. I went back in to see Neil while Charlie chatted to other people. Then Neil had to go home because he had work the next day (he worked as a lifeguard) so we hugged and he went. Then I talked to the gay guy who said he wasn’t gay and loads of other random people James went and so I gave him a kiss good bye he’s so sweet!! And then I had another drink, comforted Charlie while she ate bread and talked in the living room whilst listening to frank Sinatra. Then we went home by taxi at about 12.45am which I thought was a good time. I even got 10p off the taxi woo hoo… this morning we got up had croissants and then went to H&M I got another jumper and then came back home, I’ve just had a chicken kiev and am feeling very happy. Chewing ‘juicy fruit’ strappleberry flavour gum! So yeah so far a fantastic weekend. Ill try to do some homework to do and depending on how much I do I might go to the rugby tomorrow, and Neil has invited me round his house from 5 until about 9 so I might go as im alone tonight because my parents are away at the Loreto quiz night, how thrilling. Yeah so that’s it ill update later on 2night when I’m bored of doing homework. Ttyl x
final thought: should i stay or should i go?