Sep 24, 2004 17:50
i hate this new look thing for livejournal it sucks how many people agree with me?? yeah i thought so. im slightly annoyed today partly because my foot hurts so much from wearing shitty heels. ive also got loads of work 2 do so i wont be updating this for quite bit. you know what, boys are like buses, you wait for agessss for one to come along and then two come along at the same time. my friend lets call her... miss x. she has two guys fighting for her attention they're both as nice as each other and both kewl but shes so stuck about which to chose. im so glad im not in her situation but then again guys dont really like me (i have no idea why lol) no its just cuz im strange i think. oh shame.
im not really into this this evening i cant be bothered really. im bored. i neeed someone to talk to. im drinking water in the hope to get some sort of clear skin, i mean i am quite lucky as i have clear skin but you know i want to keep it well clear so im drinking loads of water. ive lost more weight again from jogging so often and for so long, i wont tell u how much i weigh but ive lost 7lb at least. *yawns* im so tired 2day i think its just because its the end of the week, i feel a bit ill can u catch an ear infection?? cuz cait has one so maybe i caught it .. lol.. how unlikely, my mum would never let me have days off school like that shes harsh and actually even though i hate school i still wudnt bunk or have days off at the moment anyway (with exceptions 2 bunking off p.e.) because i hate catching up and having to do extra work and make an extra effort.
still no sign of guy on the train this is it i give up now dont really care anymore. instead me and george(ina) go into town at lunchtimes and spot for guys we have generally the same taste except i think robbie williams is hot she thinks hes arrogant and ugly. but you know we genrally nod in the same direction if we think someones nice looking. im now staring at the front page of T2 like an extra bit of the times, its about freshers week and this article seems to think that young people dont go to uni anymore for the drinking, sex, drugs and generally that lot... if none of thats gonna happen nemore i dont think i wanna go. lol.
if ur reading this on the 24th of september 2004 then dude watch top of the pops tonight 7.30pm channel 1 i think and you'll see me during the razorlight performance woo hoo lol. im wearing sum tacky pink beads and a black vest top!! radio 1 is sucking at the mo its just the wonder years so its like crap songs from the 90s they've picked the rubbishist (if there is such a word) ok the shittest songs its the worst, infact why am i listening to it?? right its off and i now hv no music, mmmmmm silence.
the sun is acually quite hot now coming thru the window and yet i still have my scarf on. oh yeah and i have 2 apologise for like so many spelling and grammar and all that shit in all most posts because i just cant be bothered to go back and correct them theres no point. ive got to get sum more music on my pc ive got 86 songs and now looking through them all they're not that good ive got like rage against the machine and shit like that which i dont really like much. ive got to uploads sum stuff from cds ok im back with some cds, at the moment i love the beach boys so am listening to that now, because at the moment music pisses me off. everything is so overplayed and theres hardly any variety you still have some songs that get played and stuff but everyone seems to be upset with - not being rascist - black people singing about guns and girls and loads of shit, and r&b is shit and everything is crap and ergh its so crap theres also stupid chart music like those pathetic three of a kind twats and like jentina the gypsy ergh makes me feel sick. did u see her talking on cduk about mmmmmmmm 4 months ago she couldnt string a sentence together and she thinks matt from busted would kiss her sorry, but you know even he wouldnt stoop so low.. unless he was drunk which most of the time he is now, and good on him i say!!!
i really should water my plant tonight i havent done that in ages i dont want it to die aswell its well kewl its proper awesome, i want to give it a name but i dont know what to call it any suggestions?? e-mail me... mmmmmm maybe you dont know my address mmmm right ok ill put my e-mail down but if i havent met you before and you e-mail me / add me on MSN i will be angry ok?? right its sophalicous29@hotmail.com because i know a lot of people i know are on here that just don't know my e-mail address but still read this anyway and then there are wierdos that like to read this... wierd people.. i dont know why i never re-read these they are so boring lol. ive still got sea blues, that doesnt mean ive gone blue, it means i miss it, its a bit sad actually will move on!! mmmmm oh yeah guess wot i apprently look australian how kewl is that?? well actually i dont know if it was a compliment jake sed it so it cud mean nething. but hey i think it was just a comment.
i kinda miss getting the bus now, in the mornings i liked going down there when it wasnt raining got the anger out of me before i went to school. the white van guys used to beep, i dont know why, i would swear at them, walk on and this wud b a regular occurance, i dont have the chance 2 do that anymore which is a shame so instead i have to sit in the common room at 7.55 in the morning and listen 2 supergrass and hope no-one talks 2 me until at least 8.20ish when im more human especially as winter gets nearer my bed is just so inviting and lovely and warm... oh i love my bed, i kno loving like stupid things is stupid but i do, u shud go in their and just lie down its like ooooohhhh nice.
*deep breath* well this is a long post well probably not but arwell. you know rob williams comes out with some classic oneliners i tell you 'you cant manufacture a miracle' how true is this, so very true, no matter how hard you wish sumthin will happen it never does. i'd like to be able 2 do that though. they class rob's album as rock on here whats up with that its so not, arwell i had 2 write into the funday times the other day saying how angry i was at the reviews of razorlights 'vice'. it was slagging it off and i just thought it wasnt right and totally wrote 2 the editor who replied!! suprisingly, and apprently they've gt rid of that reviewer and got a new 1, i feel a bit guilty about you know getting that guy fired but you know what can you do if you slag off razorlight you get whats coming to you.
dont you think those lyrics are awesome quite random but it all fits together in a mangled way.
I've sung some songs that were lame
I've slept with girls on the game.
I've got my Catholic shame
Lord I'm in purgatory
Basically it's all come-on talk for me
I wasn't me when we met
You haven't lost my respect
I'm here to serve and protect
What shape of insanity
Keeps leading you back to me?
So put your hands across the water
Oh mushroom
Monsoon
Come soon
Don't wanna piss on your parade
I'm here to make money and get laid
Yeah I'm a star but I'll fade
If you ain't stickin your knives in me
You will be eventually
To all you Sharons and Michelles
With all your tales to sell
Save your meat money well
I'm glad that spending a night with me
Guaranteed you celebrity.
And I can't talk in a crowd
When I'm alone I'm too loud
You've done your daddy's proud
Thank you for keeping me company
You've all been so nice to me
So put your hands across the water
Oh mushroom
Monsoon
Come soon
Oh Lord
I feel
Nothing
I know much smarter men
Never got this far
I got too many regrets
I've smoked too many cigarrettes
I've had more blondes than brunettes
I'm not expecting your symphathy
But it's all been too much for me
So put your hands across the water
Oh mushroom
Monsoon
Come soon
yeah not bad anyway ive gone on for far too long, have a nice evening.
final thought: could you manufacture a miracle??