I just realized something.
How much I hate people is probably one of the strongest emotions I have.
I hate the mass majority of people in that god forsaken school I go to for the reason that I feel trapped in a closet by a bunch of gargantuate four year olds. I utterly despise my ex for treating me like a pile of shit, degrading me and breaking the most solid promise anyone has ever sealed with me. I hate any guy that thinks he can take advantage of my emotions and tries to impose on me physically and mentally. I hate my cunt of a step mother who believes that she has the right to tell me I'm immature, stupid, a life long failure and ungrateful. I hate my father who sicks her on me like his pet dog when he's unhappy and is too cowardly to confront me himself, and the fact that he complains about money issues when he blows it all on shit for himself. I hate people that think they can push me around because of my age, gender, or social status. I hate people who judge me because of some things that happened in my past, the way I dress, the way I eat, my spirituality and my personal interests. I hate liars. I hate cheaters. I hate dishonest and cruel people.
I'm finished dealing with everyone that applies to this shit. I refuse to be put in some kind of game at school anymore. I refuse to be degraded by my stepmother and father. I refuse to be passive about anything anymore. I'm standing my ground from now on. I'm just tired of it all.
I hate the mass majority of people in that god forsaken school I go to for the reason that I feel trapped in a closet by a bunch of gargantuate four year olds. I utterly despise my ex for treating me like a pile of shit, degrading me and breaking the most solid promise anyone has ever sealed with me. I hate any guy that thinks he can take advantage of my emotions and tries to impose on me physically and mentally. I hate my cunt of a step mother who believes that she has the right to tell me I'm immature, stupid, a life long failure and ungrateful. I hate my father who sicks her on me like his pet dog when he's unhappy and is too cowardly to confront me himself, and the fact that he complains about money issues when he blows it all on shit for himself. I hate people that think they can push me around because of my age, gender, or social status. I hate people who judge me because of some things that happened in my past, the way I dress, the way I eat, my spirituality and my personal interests. I hate liars. I hate cheaters. I hate dishonest and cruel people.
I'm finished dealing with everyone that applies to this shit. I refuse to be put in some kind of game at school anymore. I refuse to be degraded by my stepmother and father. I refuse to be passive about anything anymore. I'm standing my ground from now on. I'm just tired of it all.