What the hell. My brain is full of shit.
This emotion is painfully different from the last time, and the times before that. But it's a lost cause. We just recently met. He probably likes her, and in all honesty I've been wanting to develop a good friendship with BOTH of them; they're such interesting people. It's just, I've never seen someone with such a striking personality. I'm captured, and thinking about it makes me cry. I hate myself for being so emotional and so easily influenced, because it makes me naive and vulnerable.
I don't get why my emotions do this to me. Yea, okay, neurological disorders, but it's not an excuse to fall off my rocker for a kid I know very little about and will only get to see sporadically.
Then again I promised myself I would disregard anymore possible relationships existing with people in school or in the general franklin county vicinity.
I think staying up late is just going to make me more emotional.
Bed time.
I don't get why my emotions do this to me. Yea, okay, neurological disorders, but it's not an excuse to fall off my rocker for a kid I know very little about and will only get to see sporadically.
Then again I promised myself I would disregard anymore possible relationships existing with people in school or in the general franklin county vicinity.
I think staying up late is just going to make me more emotional.
Bed time.