Well that was easy, waiting, everything's easy now...
Status update:
The last month and a half has been... interesting, to say the least. While it feels like it went by too fast, things that happened just a week, or two weeks ago seem lightyears away.
-I quit the children's center, and picked up more hours at cone zone. I miss my kids tremendously. I miss feeling like I was doing something important. There is way too much drama going on at cone zone. Still, I would feel silly moving to a job related to my field that would pay me less then I'm making right now (and most of the jobs that I could get, with my education/experiance level do). I'm probably going to wait it out until January/Febuary, take advantage of the 2 months of unemployment I'd get when it closes, and apply to that job I've been jonsing for at Autism Speaks.
- I went to a Beltaine festival at a pagan retreat of sorts. Hilarity ensued. Highlights included furries, communal showering, and a drunken makeout with a Robert Smith- lookalike who later tried to follow me into my friend's tent, even after I almost vomited on him. He also called me "spell-bindingly lovely" and our 'encounter' "spontaneously romantic." Good times.
- Soon after, I reconnected with an old friend from ramapo, and after talking for 2-3 hours at a time, until 3-4am for a week or so, we met up at this really awesome kareoke bar in nyc (where you sing to a live band instead of a recording). It was fun, and slightly awkward, all at the same time. Also saw Jean, John, and Jillian at their bbq right before, which is always good times.
-Same week, ridicolous amounts of mostly self-inflicted drama and angst caused me to miss kareoke wednesday. :-/
-Still the same week, went to a random bbq in south jersey involving random rowan-ites, saw an old friend, heard the best pick up line ever: "Don't make me kiss you!" ... it's just challenging and assertive enough to work. Will have to steal that one, although I'm not sure i could pull it off without laughing.
-Saw Jared, and finally met his boyfriend... who is surprisingly similar to me... creepy, dude... creepy
- The rest of the time was filled with a decent mix of awesome and angst. My weight is at a standstill, but I feel like I lost any tone or definition I had since I haven't been exercising. That is all changing this week. Operation 'Look-relatively-attractive-naked' is now in effect. I'm starting up the ABS diet thing, which is kinda like the core plan of ww (no counting, eat from a list of foods) but is alot more flexible, which I need. I've been trying to get past my whole kicking oppurtunity in the balls thing... and failing, mostly, but I am working on it.
::shrug::
The last month and a half has been... interesting, to say the least. While it feels like it went by too fast, things that happened just a week, or two weeks ago seem lightyears away.
-I quit the children's center, and picked up more hours at cone zone. I miss my kids tremendously. I miss feeling like I was doing something important. There is way too much drama going on at cone zone. Still, I would feel silly moving to a job related to my field that would pay me less then I'm making right now (and most of the jobs that I could get, with my education/experiance level do). I'm probably going to wait it out until January/Febuary, take advantage of the 2 months of unemployment I'd get when it closes, and apply to that job I've been jonsing for at Autism Speaks.
- I went to a Beltaine festival at a pagan retreat of sorts. Hilarity ensued. Highlights included furries, communal showering, and a drunken makeout with a Robert Smith- lookalike who later tried to follow me into my friend's tent, even after I almost vomited on him. He also called me "spell-bindingly lovely" and our 'encounter' "spontaneously romantic." Good times.
- Soon after, I reconnected with an old friend from ramapo, and after talking for 2-3 hours at a time, until 3-4am for a week or so, we met up at this really awesome kareoke bar in nyc (where you sing to a live band instead of a recording). It was fun, and slightly awkward, all at the same time. Also saw Jean, John, and Jillian at their bbq right before, which is always good times.
-Same week, ridicolous amounts of mostly self-inflicted drama and angst caused me to miss kareoke wednesday. :-/
-Still the same week, went to a random bbq in south jersey involving random rowan-ites, saw an old friend, heard the best pick up line ever: "Don't make me kiss you!" ... it's just challenging and assertive enough to work. Will have to steal that one, although I'm not sure i could pull it off without laughing.
-Saw Jared, and finally met his boyfriend... who is surprisingly similar to me... creepy, dude... creepy
- The rest of the time was filled with a decent mix of awesome and angst. My weight is at a standstill, but I feel like I lost any tone or definition I had since I haven't been exercising. That is all changing this week. Operation 'Look-relatively-attractive-naked' is now in effect. I'm starting up the ABS diet thing, which is kinda like the core plan of ww (no counting, eat from a list of foods) but is alot more flexible, which I need. I've been trying to get past my whole kicking oppurtunity in the balls thing... and failing, mostly, but I am working on it.
::shrug::