Dec 14, 2004 01:42
im udating.
friday tequila.beer.crown royal. zip tied. and stabbed david in the ribs, i cried. hahaha. cut a kids mohawk off. "raped tuesdae?" drank too much. bit a chunk out a deshawn. puked on the bus. puked before i got on the bus. pissed my pants in front of a salon while puking once more one block from home.
sat. went to jesses. drank bacardi got in a argument with him because he thinks everything is his fault.(between all of this. i watch a tweeker get fucked up..)and i just wanted to go elsewhere for a few hrs. i hate emo boys. but i love the way they cuddle. tal. and i got hammered and i made out with a really hott chick from jersey. made up with jesse when he came down sat the freezing car. for four hrs. while wearing a somburro. i am confused about him...he makes me feel like a princess but at the same time i almost wanna hurl at our differences ... i like the way he treats me. but i dont like some of the things that happen between us. im not used to dealing with emotions. like this. bagh..i want too call him but im scared. what do i say....
sunday. manas Pre birthday bash. smoked hydro, drank bottle of wild turkey. went fishing. bought rolling rock. busted my ass on a grassy hill. puked. came home puked more went to bed.
monday. got up. called some job ads. got a couple appointments.
did all my xmas shopping. got a cute ass princess alarm clock. from mana<3 went to dinner drank a margarita at islands w/mana, rode the bus almost ALLL day. bought mana lunch. smoked all day. then after dinner we bought two 12packs of rolling rock. and played shrek 2. while we smoked some more..
i have decided to chill out on getting hammered. i burnt my face. 3rd degree on my middle finger. like it was bleeding today. hahah and one on my index finger.
its time.