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kinsey gave me a haircut. i fought $3.19 out of mike and bought myself dairy queen. went to some shows, still in love with lightning bolt.
my panic attacks have come back. for some reason the thought of sleeping gives me anxiety, but luckily i've developed insomnia to cure that. i fear my greyhound trips will make it all worse though .. this was such a bad idea. . . .
1910 westmead #4007
houston texas 77077
PLUS:
past 24 hours*
01. cried: almost
02. bought something: like i have money?
03. gotten sick: yes!
04. sang: yeah of course ....
05. eaten: pizza hut since my dad got his paycheck
06. been kissed: nahhh
07. felt stupid: duh
08. wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no..
09. met someone new: wait - kinda, but that was over 24 hours ago
10. moved on: not much to move on from
11. talk to an ex: two of them. another one tried to talk to me, but yeah, haha. no.
12. missed an ex: i always do
13. talked to someone you have a crush on: HAHA
14. had a serious talk: kind of
15. missed someone: larissa for some reason. damnit she was cool.
16. hugged someone: i hate hugs
17. fought with your parents: he gives me anxiety, btu we dont really fight
18. dreamed about someone you can't be with: who did i have a dream about ... ah well, who remembers these things - but i dont think it was someone i cant "be with"...
social life*
01. best girl friend: i get tired of them/pissed off at them so fast. but for now it's alisson, haha. slut.
02. best boy friend: hmm, these days im not sure.
03. boyfriend/girlfriend: yeah right
04. if no, current dating partner: what am i?
05. hobbies: drinking, putting on shows, hanging out, bike riding, listening to music, building websites
06. pager: should.
07. are you center of attention or the wallflower: either one or the other, depends on if i feel comfortable
08. what type automobile do you drive: automobile!? ha. i take the bus.
09. what type automobile do you wish you drove: an old volvo please, light yellow. or an old mercedes of bmw in same color will do, anything boxy.
10. would you rather be with friends or on a date: i suck at dates, but i dont have fun with friends anymore ...
11. where is the best hangout: im down with anywhere, i miss kim's computer room. ha.
12. do you have a job: nah i quit
13. do you attend church: god no, except when i peak in at the mexican's church to see how they do it
14. do you like being around people: not anymore.
who*
01. have you known the longest: parents, and harvey out of my friends. or alex really ...
02. do you argue the most with: probably family
03. do you always get along with: no one. unless i dont talk to you a whole lot.
04. is the most trustworthy: harvey.
05. makes you laugh the most: ry when he asks for nudes when drunk. or keith when he drunkingly wispers i love you. or alisson.
06. has been there through all the hard times: nobody.
07. has the coolest parents: hmmm, talia's aunt was awesome, as was her drunk cousin.
08. has the scariest siblings: kim's sister stared alot, but kirtsy's sister was the most weird at first - until kirsty got her to smoke weed... haha. and we yelled at the hot boy she was playing soccer with and bugged her to ask for his number.
09. is the most blunt: blunt? that would be me.
10. is the smartest: harvey and brian
*personal*
01. who is your role model: ????
02. what are some of your pet peeves: dont get me started -- hypocrites. those who talk shit behind back of someone they've never met, and then becomes their friend. dirty gross sluts who like to be naked, assholes who act weird and are sometimes nice, people who just stop talking to you, people who think its funny to make fun of you even after you asked them not to do that, scene talking people who spell words wrong online....
03. have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: i dont think so.. i dont think ive ever seriously crushed on someone that i didnt end up dating...
04. have you ever cried over the opposite sex: god yes..
05. do you have a "type" of person you always go after: yeah suppose ... i like beards right now. and innocent boys, ha to ginni. skinny dark haired boys with slightly long hair...whatever, something like that.
06. have you ever lied to your best friend: probably, about something small
07. ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: revenge? not really. it passes and then you realize you'd rather be friends than have them hate you. unless we arent talking about guys, in which case i could kick a few asses .....
08. would you rather be dumper or dumped? being dumped sucks. cant we mutually decide that together we suck?
09. rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
10. want someone you don't have right now: i guess
11. ever liked your best guy/girl friend: no, i did not like him back the same way.
12. do you want to get married: god no
13. do you want kids: i'm not sure yet
14. do you believe in psychics: yeah
15. do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: hell no. i used to- but i guess not really since we wont be getting married now...
17. what is your favorite part of your emotional being: w t f ?
18. are you happy with you: for the most part yeah.
19. are you happy with your life: it could get better, and it will
20. if you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i would not being living in houston...
*current*
[ current clothes ] gray pajama like pants and an inside out purple shirt
[ current mood ] feeling fat
[ current music ] i just tried to download train vs auto but only 2 seconds on each song downloaded so i closed winamp
[ current taste ] nothing, i drank water
[ current make-up ] nothing
[ current hair] short
[ current annoyance ] dumb people
[ current smell ] nothing
[ current thing i ought to be doing ] sleeping
[ current desktop picture] daughters
[ current favorite artist ] um.....i dont know.
[ current favorite group ] the bled, lightning bolt still, wolves, black eyes
[ current book you're reading ] glue by irving welsh
[ current cd in cd player ] my cd thing holds 51, i forget what is in there. i know racebannon is....and pantera
[ current dvd in player ] dvd? yeah right. ive got a yoga tape in my vcr though.
[ current color of toenails ] red
[ current refreshment ] water
[ current worry ] greyhound!
new cell phone number!
281 216 7360
call me
or txt message
i'll be on a bus for two days
my panic attacks have come back. for some reason the thought of sleeping gives me anxiety, but luckily i've developed insomnia to cure that. i fear my greyhound trips will make it all worse though .. this was such a bad idea. . . .
1910 westmead #4007
houston texas 77077
PLUS:
past 24 hours*
01. cried: almost
02. bought something: like i have money?
03. gotten sick: yes!
04. sang: yeah of course ....
05. eaten: pizza hut since my dad got his paycheck
06. been kissed: nahhh
07. felt stupid: duh
08. wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: no..
09. met someone new: wait - kinda, but that was over 24 hours ago
10. moved on: not much to move on from
11. talk to an ex: two of them. another one tried to talk to me, but yeah, haha. no.
12. missed an ex: i always do
13. talked to someone you have a crush on: HAHA
14. had a serious talk: kind of
15. missed someone: larissa for some reason. damnit she was cool.
16. hugged someone: i hate hugs
17. fought with your parents: he gives me anxiety, btu we dont really fight
18. dreamed about someone you can't be with: who did i have a dream about ... ah well, who remembers these things - but i dont think it was someone i cant "be with"...
social life*
01. best girl friend: i get tired of them/pissed off at them so fast. but for now it's alisson, haha. slut.
02. best boy friend: hmm, these days im not sure.
03. boyfriend/girlfriend: yeah right
04. if no, current dating partner: what am i?
05. hobbies: drinking, putting on shows, hanging out, bike riding, listening to music, building websites
06. pager: should.
07. are you center of attention or the wallflower: either one or the other, depends on if i feel comfortable
08. what type automobile do you drive: automobile!? ha. i take the bus.
09. what type automobile do you wish you drove: an old volvo please, light yellow. or an old mercedes of bmw in same color will do, anything boxy.
10. would you rather be with friends or on a date: i suck at dates, but i dont have fun with friends anymore ...
11. where is the best hangout: im down with anywhere, i miss kim's computer room. ha.
12. do you have a job: nah i quit
13. do you attend church: god no, except when i peak in at the mexican's church to see how they do it
14. do you like being around people: not anymore.
who*
01. have you known the longest: parents, and harvey out of my friends. or alex really ...
02. do you argue the most with: probably family
03. do you always get along with: no one. unless i dont talk to you a whole lot.
04. is the most trustworthy: harvey.
05. makes you laugh the most: ry when he asks for nudes when drunk. or keith when he drunkingly wispers i love you. or alisson.
06. has been there through all the hard times: nobody.
07. has the coolest parents: hmmm, talia's aunt was awesome, as was her drunk cousin.
08. has the scariest siblings: kim's sister stared alot, but kirtsy's sister was the most weird at first - until kirsty got her to smoke weed... haha. and we yelled at the hot boy she was playing soccer with and bugged her to ask for his number.
09. is the most blunt: blunt? that would be me.
10. is the smartest: harvey and brian
*personal*
01. who is your role model: ????
02. what are some of your pet peeves: dont get me started -- hypocrites. those who talk shit behind back of someone they've never met, and then becomes their friend. dirty gross sluts who like to be naked, assholes who act weird and are sometimes nice, people who just stop talking to you, people who think its funny to make fun of you even after you asked them not to do that, scene talking people who spell words wrong online....
03. have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: i dont think so.. i dont think ive ever seriously crushed on someone that i didnt end up dating...
04. have you ever cried over the opposite sex: god yes..
05. do you have a "type" of person you always go after: yeah suppose ... i like beards right now. and innocent boys, ha to ginni. skinny dark haired boys with slightly long hair...whatever, something like that.
06. have you ever lied to your best friend: probably, about something small
07. ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: revenge? not really. it passes and then you realize you'd rather be friends than have them hate you. unless we arent talking about guys, in which case i could kick a few asses .....
08. would you rather be dumper or dumped? being dumped sucks. cant we mutually decide that together we suck?
09. rather have a relationship or a "hookup": relationship
10. want someone you don't have right now: i guess
11. ever liked your best guy/girl friend: no, i did not like him back the same way.
12. do you want to get married: god no
13. do you want kids: i'm not sure yet
14. do you believe in psychics: yeah
15. do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: hell no. i used to- but i guess not really since we wont be getting married now...
17. what is your favorite part of your emotional being: w t f ?
18. are you happy with you: for the most part yeah.
19. are you happy with your life: it could get better, and it will
20. if you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: i would not being living in houston...
*current*
[ current clothes ] gray pajama like pants and an inside out purple shirt
[ current mood ] feeling fat
[ current music ] i just tried to download train vs auto but only 2 seconds on each song downloaded so i closed winamp
[ current taste ] nothing, i drank water
[ current make-up ] nothing
[ current hair] short
[ current annoyance ] dumb people
[ current smell ] nothing
[ current thing i ought to be doing ] sleeping
[ current desktop picture] daughters
[ current favorite artist ] um.....i dont know.
[ current favorite group ] the bled, lightning bolt still, wolves, black eyes
[ current book you're reading ] glue by irving welsh
[ current cd in cd player ] my cd thing holds 51, i forget what is in there. i know racebannon is....and pantera
[ current dvd in player ] dvd? yeah right. ive got a yoga tape in my vcr though.
[ current color of toenails ] red
[ current refreshment ] water
[ current worry ] greyhound!
new cell phone number!
281 216 7360
call me
or txt message
i'll be on a bus for two days