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May 27, 2005 20:05

well. went to hard rock today, put in my application, i trust leanne will deliver it to whoever needs to see it.

so i have not had any meat, or meat products for a while now. it feels really good. i had quite a few people telling me it would be a hard thing to do....i haven't had any trouble so far. tip of the day to those who don't eat meat, pizza hut puts a meat paste in their sauce..so even if you get a veggie lovers or cheese pizza you get pfft'd on.

it's weird, i know my birthday is coming up. but as every year passes it gets less and less important. either that be that i usually have a shitty birthday, or it seems like another day...which it is. just one year closer to death i suppose, ha!

i need a new book to read...

i actually have a friday night off...and i am kinda bored..i may spend it relaxing and doing nothing, i would go to the park, but it's been raining off and on all day.

i'm really happy with the way things have turned out with me and lauren. she has started seeing someone new. which relieves so much pressure. i guess we were both waiting for that to happen? oh well, our friendship has returned to the way it was before we were dating. it's nice to have a friend back...she was worried i wanted to get back together with her...i made sure and let her know that i have no interest in romance with her. i need someone who is as much of a affectionate person as i am, someone who will dance in the living room with me to louis armstrong, ella fitzgerald, or frank sinatra. i need someone who is as goofy as i am (some of you may not think i am, but just wait till i get into my complete comfort zone...it sucks that i have troubles with that) i need someone who will be there for me, listen to me instead of pretending and shrugging it off. i need someone who will have philosophical conversations from religion to why they call a pair of pants a pair when it's just one...i just want to be happy, and i think i have reached a point in my existence to where i just want to meet someone and be happy...of course that sounds so much easier than what it is, because i won't settle. love is not being able to live with someone, it's not being able to live without them. only time will tell...but i am in a good place, on the road to happiness.

the end.
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