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holy effing crap. so much since my last update. i dont even know where to start.
softball is finally over. the season was hella crazy. i got moved up from JV to varsity. was quite exciting. the season was 15-2 but due to an outta district player, all the games were foreited. 0-15. apparntly the coach of vangaurd (our school "rival") told on us, bc we were at first place, n well..they weren't. so coach beebe told on one of our players. but that didnt stop us from winning. we played vangaurd and beat em 10-0. then we played laek weir n beat em 16-0. eventually we were 4-15 or sumthin like that. then one of our best players hurt her elbow. so she could no longer play. then the weekend after that, our 2nd pitcher broke her thumb, sliding into home. so she couldn't play. but we were still winnning. so with that said, coach beebe told on ANOTHER one of our players, so our record went to 0-22. basically, we went from first place, to last seed. damn. so 5 of our best players couldn't play. so the seaosn was pretty crappy. we didnt win districts. bellview did. no one wanted them to win. they're so stuck up. ass holes.
me and T broke up. it was 5 fucking months. no one could possibly understand whut im goin thru. its rilly hard to lose sumone who meant so much. i mean ive lost best friends n such, but he meant alot. i never really told him how i felt for the little while that i had him. i miss what we had. and even tho im stil smiling, its all fake. i may seem like im enjoying life, but im really not. i dont wanna be sum emotional chick, but its driving me crazy. i've been drawing more n more lately, only cuz it takes my mind off things. or so i thought. i just end up drawing things that remind me of him. or just his name in general. i hear he's gunna move soon. damn, what'll i do. okay enuff of this subject.
i do have sumone else right now, he really makes me happy. i dont exactly see him all that much even tho i wish i did. he really is an awesome guy.
and.....i juss hung up on him......oh well. lol
umm....school is going alright, friends r doing okay, n i juss got distracted from this silly thing, so i am no longer n an updating mood.......ill create another entry later days......peath out patriots
softball is finally over. the season was hella crazy. i got moved up from JV to varsity. was quite exciting. the season was 15-2 but due to an outta district player, all the games were foreited. 0-15. apparntly the coach of vangaurd (our school "rival") told on us, bc we were at first place, n well..they weren't. so coach beebe told on one of our players. but that didnt stop us from winning. we played vangaurd and beat em 10-0. then we played laek weir n beat em 16-0. eventually we were 4-15 or sumthin like that. then one of our best players hurt her elbow. so she could no longer play. then the weekend after that, our 2nd pitcher broke her thumb, sliding into home. so she couldn't play. but we were still winnning. so with that said, coach beebe told on ANOTHER one of our players, so our record went to 0-22. basically, we went from first place, to last seed. damn. so 5 of our best players couldn't play. so the seaosn was pretty crappy. we didnt win districts. bellview did. no one wanted them to win. they're so stuck up. ass holes.
me and T broke up. it was 5 fucking months. no one could possibly understand whut im goin thru. its rilly hard to lose sumone who meant so much. i mean ive lost best friends n such, but he meant alot. i never really told him how i felt for the little while that i had him. i miss what we had. and even tho im stil smiling, its all fake. i may seem like im enjoying life, but im really not. i dont wanna be sum emotional chick, but its driving me crazy. i've been drawing more n more lately, only cuz it takes my mind off things. or so i thought. i just end up drawing things that remind me of him. or just his name in general. i hear he's gunna move soon. damn, what'll i do. okay enuff of this subject.
i do have sumone else right now, he really makes me happy. i dont exactly see him all that much even tho i wish i did. he really is an awesome guy.
and.....i juss hung up on him......oh well. lol
umm....school is going alright, friends r doing okay, n i juss got distracted from this silly thing, so i am no longer n an updating mood.......ill create another entry later days......peath out patriots