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I plan to loose a stone in the next month, i probably dont really need to, but im not happy with the way i look. Especially when i row with my boyfriend all he does is call me fat or ugly, its making me feel like shit. I bought these appetite suppressers, which i took for a day, but didnt continue, so im going to start on them again..
Just in a really shitty mood today, for no particular reason at all... Im worried about my job, and how im going to afford to live; They have already cut me from 40-45 hrs/wk to less than 15. I can barley afford to feed myself these days.. Also, travelling europe this sumer is going to be difficult; a month away with fuck all money =(
I have been looking for jobs for the past four months, have thrown Cv's in EVEYWHERE with no response, and its fucking pissing me off. I dont want to leave Carphone, cos its very good money & ive been working there for nearly a year and a half & i know how everything works, but i feel that my jobs constantly hanging on by a thread.. Also we are moving house soon, and if i want my deposit back im going to have to scrub my carpet & paint all the walls in the house.. ( our landlord is a complete wanker )
So... Loose a stone in the next few weeks ¬_¬ .. Lets hope these thingies work.. Wish me luck .
Just in a really shitty mood today, for no particular reason at all... Im worried about my job, and how im going to afford to live; They have already cut me from 40-45 hrs/wk to less than 15. I can barley afford to feed myself these days.. Also, travelling europe this sumer is going to be difficult; a month away with fuck all money =(
I have been looking for jobs for the past four months, have thrown Cv's in EVEYWHERE with no response, and its fucking pissing me off. I dont want to leave Carphone, cos its very good money & ive been working there for nearly a year and a half & i know how everything works, but i feel that my jobs constantly hanging on by a thread.. Also we are moving house soon, and if i want my deposit back im going to have to scrub my carpet & paint all the walls in the house.. ( our landlord is a complete wanker )
So... Loose a stone in the next few weeks ¬_¬ .. Lets hope these thingies work.. Wish me luck .