Holy Shit guys...
HOLY FUCK! I haven't been on here for like... I don't know... my last post. And that wasn't that long ago. But GOD DAMN there are a lot of posts that I have to read. Is it just the fact that we are all on break that makes you all type so much? I have no clue.
On other news ~ Tin, I put the new Harry Potter book on hold. Who is the shit? That would be me. If you did to... then let me think that I am the only one out there who is cool enough too. That goes for the rest of you also.
WOW! Ok. I got drunk a few days ago (what else is new) and it was like Wed. I think. Well, I was TOTALLY SHITFACED! God, let me tell you. So, being the "smart one" that I am... guess what I did. I called David. If you don't remember who he is... let me recap. At Liz Seman's party... he's the kid that I kinda hooked up with. Yeah... well, anyways, I called him... but remember... I was shitfaced... and it was like 2 in the morning... it was cool though, because he has insomnia or whatever and doesn't sleep. So I talked to him for a few minutes and then Chris (my sister's bf) runs in, tries to grab the phone from me, which he did, and tells David that he's a dick and that he's gunna hurt him. Well... chris was drunk to but... anyways... so I steal the phone back and say how sorry I am to David. Then David says that he is a dick because he did LEAD ME ON!!!!! I was all like whatevere on the phone and then I hung up. This lead to me crying for about the next hour and a half about how ugly I am and what-not. But to make the matters worse... my cuz called him and bitched him out and then my sister got on the phone and bitched him out... and then he wanted to say sorry. Let me point out the fact that it was AFTER THEY BITCHED HIM OUT!! Needless to say the first thing my cuz said to him was something like "YOU BASTARD!! YOU MADE HER CRY!! YOU DON'T USE GIRLS YOU FUCKING RETARD!!" something along those lines I think... yet again... I was drunk, so it's kinda fuzzy but not that fuzzy... and he didn't want to say sorry then... it was only after they threatened his life that he wanted to. It still makes me sad thinking about that because I really did like him. Then he had to go and tell my cuz some shit about "living in the moment". That is such total fucking bullshit. It just makes me so mad.
Why is it that every guy that I've ever met/liked has had something wrong with him/ or there was something wrong with me. Let me elaborate:
Matt~ just wanted some
Dave~ gross as fuck
Dustin~ my sister's best friend/ didn't like the fact that I'm 15 and he's 22 (I must say, I had NO problem with that one AT ALL! That was all him)
David~ just wanted some
And the list could go on forever but I'm getting upset by just that so I'm not going to write anymore assholes down.
My New Year's Resolution is to have no regrets. Because I have so many.
What did all you guys do for New Year's? Want to know what I did. 'Course you do. NOTHING!! You know why? Because Brittany is a fucking retard and had to go and tell her mom that I got drunk and that I wasn't coming over because I was grounded. AAHHAHHAHHH! I never told her that I couldn't come over!!! AND THEN! She had the NERVE to call me and ask when Chris and Maggie were going to drop off her alcohol. I was like... "Are you fucking kidding me?" I didn't say that because she still is my best friend... but she makes me mad and she uses me for my sister, chris, and my nephew. So... I don't know if I want to be friends with her anymore. But I think that if I did lose Britt too, that I probably really would kill myself because she is the only true friend that I actually have right now. And that makes me sad too. Good thing I'm not drunk or else I would be crying right now. That tends to happen when I'm drunk. If you are ever with me when I'm drunk, you have a 75% chance of seeing me cry. I know... me crying?... it's hard for some people to see.... but I do all the time. I just put up this tough-ass front all the time because people would make fun of me if they only knew.
Another of my New Year Resolutions is to do things for me. (I just made this one up). I'm only going to do things for me... and those people who are nice to me. Fuck everyone else. Well, not literally... I don't feel like gettings AIDS at the present moment.
Me and my sister's friend Dawn are going to go out girl hunting for me. She would do me... but she's 18 and has a problem with my age too. She says that maybe girls will be better then guys for awhile. When she said that, we both looked at each other and fell over laughing. Girls are just as bad as guys... but sometimes... they are more caring. Sometimes not. But hey... the world blows... what else is new?
It seriously feels like I am on drugs right now. I'm not, but it feels like it. But that's not to say that I won't be later. I gotta go hang around Lakewood later and find me a new dealer. That shit I was getting off this kid Steve for a while was good... but I was getting gyped. I think he was taking half the shit I bought. But I wouldn't know because I don't have a weight thingy.
At the grandparents again. Woo. *picks up fork* looks SOOOOOOOOOOO temping to just stab my eyes out with. God... I hate my family.
My arm hurt.
Avenged Sevenfold is my new favorite band. They are sooo hot! They're all goth and shit. I want to rape them all. LOL.
Ahh... dinner/lunch/food... whatever you want to call it... is served. Damn.
Woot.
On other news ~ Tin, I put the new Harry Potter book on hold. Who is the shit? That would be me. If you did to... then let me think that I am the only one out there who is cool enough too. That goes for the rest of you also.
WOW! Ok. I got drunk a few days ago (what else is new) and it was like Wed. I think. Well, I was TOTALLY SHITFACED! God, let me tell you. So, being the "smart one" that I am... guess what I did. I called David. If you don't remember who he is... let me recap. At Liz Seman's party... he's the kid that I kinda hooked up with. Yeah... well, anyways, I called him... but remember... I was shitfaced... and it was like 2 in the morning... it was cool though, because he has insomnia or whatever and doesn't sleep. So I talked to him for a few minutes and then Chris (my sister's bf) runs in, tries to grab the phone from me, which he did, and tells David that he's a dick and that he's gunna hurt him. Well... chris was drunk to but... anyways... so I steal the phone back and say how sorry I am to David. Then David says that he is a dick because he did LEAD ME ON!!!!! I was all like whatevere on the phone and then I hung up. This lead to me crying for about the next hour and a half about how ugly I am and what-not. But to make the matters worse... my cuz called him and bitched him out and then my sister got on the phone and bitched him out... and then he wanted to say sorry. Let me point out the fact that it was AFTER THEY BITCHED HIM OUT!! Needless to say the first thing my cuz said to him was something like "YOU BASTARD!! YOU MADE HER CRY!! YOU DON'T USE GIRLS YOU FUCKING RETARD!!" something along those lines I think... yet again... I was drunk, so it's kinda fuzzy but not that fuzzy... and he didn't want to say sorry then... it was only after they threatened his life that he wanted to. It still makes me sad thinking about that because I really did like him. Then he had to go and tell my cuz some shit about "living in the moment". That is such total fucking bullshit. It just makes me so mad.
Why is it that every guy that I've ever met/liked has had something wrong with him/ or there was something wrong with me. Let me elaborate:
Matt~ just wanted some
Dave~ gross as fuck
Dustin~ my sister's best friend/ didn't like the fact that I'm 15 and he's 22 (I must say, I had NO problem with that one AT ALL! That was all him)
David~ just wanted some
And the list could go on forever but I'm getting upset by just that so I'm not going to write anymore assholes down.
My New Year's Resolution is to have no regrets. Because I have so many.
What did all you guys do for New Year's? Want to know what I did. 'Course you do. NOTHING!! You know why? Because Brittany is a fucking retard and had to go and tell her mom that I got drunk and that I wasn't coming over because I was grounded. AAHHAHHAHHH! I never told her that I couldn't come over!!! AND THEN! She had the NERVE to call me and ask when Chris and Maggie were going to drop off her alcohol. I was like... "Are you fucking kidding me?" I didn't say that because she still is my best friend... but she makes me mad and she uses me for my sister, chris, and my nephew. So... I don't know if I want to be friends with her anymore. But I think that if I did lose Britt too, that I probably really would kill myself because she is the only true friend that I actually have right now. And that makes me sad too. Good thing I'm not drunk or else I would be crying right now. That tends to happen when I'm drunk. If you are ever with me when I'm drunk, you have a 75% chance of seeing me cry. I know... me crying?... it's hard for some people to see.... but I do all the time. I just put up this tough-ass front all the time because people would make fun of me if they only knew.
Another of my New Year Resolutions is to do things for me. (I just made this one up). I'm only going to do things for me... and those people who are nice to me. Fuck everyone else. Well, not literally... I don't feel like gettings AIDS at the present moment.
Me and my sister's friend Dawn are going to go out girl hunting for me. She would do me... but she's 18 and has a problem with my age too. She says that maybe girls will be better then guys for awhile. When she said that, we both looked at each other and fell over laughing. Girls are just as bad as guys... but sometimes... they are more caring. Sometimes not. But hey... the world blows... what else is new?
It seriously feels like I am on drugs right now. I'm not, but it feels like it. But that's not to say that I won't be later. I gotta go hang around Lakewood later and find me a new dealer. That shit I was getting off this kid Steve for a while was good... but I was getting gyped. I think he was taking half the shit I bought. But I wouldn't know because I don't have a weight thingy.
At the grandparents again. Woo. *picks up fork* looks SOOOOOOOOOOO temping to just stab my eyes out with. God... I hate my family.
My arm hurt.
Avenged Sevenfold is my new favorite band. They are sooo hot! They're all goth and shit. I want to rape them all. LOL.
Ahh... dinner/lunch/food... whatever you want to call it... is served. Damn.
Woot.