Futures
Sitting
Here, Drinking Coffee, Listening to Jimmy Eat World, Which I Just
Realized Im Still In Love With Their Music... Realzing.. All The Things
This Past Year, As I Near Graduation; What I Wanted To Do/Be, What I
Haven't Done/Been, And What Still Lies Ahead.
Wasting My Time Thinking How I've Grown Up And How I've Missed Out.I Remember How Much I Loved Music And Wanted To Do PR For A Record Company. All At Once The Music Stopped, The Feeling Went Away. Now.. It's Baseball.. What If I Don't Like It.. What If I Love It And Cant Get A Job.. What If I Marry A Baseball Player.. hmm.. I wish.
All These Questions Are Running Through My Head, And I Am Unable To Make Them Shut Off.
What Am I Going To Do About Brian?
Where Is He Going Next Year?
Where Am I Going To Live Next Year?
All I Know Is That I Won't Sacrifice Anyone Elses Needs For What I Want Right Now, This is My Life And I Need To Be Able To Achieve My Dreams. If I Need To Move Out To Boston, Florida, Washington, Or Texas Because I Am Going To Get A Chance To Work In Baseball I'll Move Out There In A Heart Beat.
Then Everyone Says, Even If You Love Him? That's Wrong.. But Is IT Really?
Funny How Im Nervous STill.
I've Always Been The Easy Kill...Guess I Always Will.
Could It Be That Everything Goes Down By Chance?
Or Only One Way That It Was Meant To Be?
I'm So Excited About Graduation.
I'm So Scared About Graduation.
I Don't Know If I'm Going To Stay Here Again Next Year, Have A Job In The Baseball Industry Like I Want And Maybe Live Anywhere Around The US. ... Well... You Have To Know Someone In Order To Get That Kind Of Job Right??
Well... I Know Someone That Knows The West Michigan Whitecaps HR... So... I Have An Interview This Friday.
I Know Someone That Has The Hook Up With Mike Illich And They Will Be Currently Reviewing My Resume Via Tomorrow.
I Know Somene That Is Personal Friends WIth Derek Jeter (New York Yankees For The Baseball Illiterate) .. So I have To Give Her My Resume To Give To A Players Manager.
Im Terrified.
Good Things Are Never Gonna Be The Way You Want.
Good Things Are Never Gonna Get You Quite What You Want.
Is it True?
The Less You Know, The More You Want.
Take Chances.
(JEW Inserts Anyone??)
Wasting My Time Thinking How I've Grown Up And How I've Missed Out.I Remember How Much I Loved Music And Wanted To Do PR For A Record Company. All At Once The Music Stopped, The Feeling Went Away. Now.. It's Baseball.. What If I Don't Like It.. What If I Love It And Cant Get A Job.. What If I Marry A Baseball Player.. hmm.. I wish.
All These Questions Are Running Through My Head, And I Am Unable To Make Them Shut Off.
What Am I Going To Do About Brian?
Where Is He Going Next Year?
Where Am I Going To Live Next Year?
All I Know Is That I Won't Sacrifice Anyone Elses Needs For What I Want Right Now, This is My Life And I Need To Be Able To Achieve My Dreams. If I Need To Move Out To Boston, Florida, Washington, Or Texas Because I Am Going To Get A Chance To Work In Baseball I'll Move Out There In A Heart Beat.
Then Everyone Says, Even If You Love Him? That's Wrong.. But Is IT Really?
Funny How Im Nervous STill.
I've Always Been The Easy Kill...Guess I Always Will.
Could It Be That Everything Goes Down By Chance?
Or Only One Way That It Was Meant To Be?
I'm So Excited About Graduation.
I'm So Scared About Graduation.
I Don't Know If I'm Going To Stay Here Again Next Year, Have A Job In The Baseball Industry Like I Want And Maybe Live Anywhere Around The US. ... Well... You Have To Know Someone In Order To Get That Kind Of Job Right??
Well... I Know Someone That Knows The West Michigan Whitecaps HR... So... I Have An Interview This Friday.
I Know Someone That Has The Hook Up With Mike Illich And They Will Be Currently Reviewing My Resume Via Tomorrow.
I Know Somene That Is Personal Friends WIth Derek Jeter (New York Yankees For The Baseball Illiterate) .. So I have To Give Her My Resume To Give To A Players Manager.
Im Terrified.
Good Things Are Never Gonna Be The Way You Want.
Good Things Are Never Gonna Get You Quite What You Want.
Is it True?
The Less You Know, The More You Want.
Take Chances.
(JEW Inserts Anyone??)