...
School's out. I will return in the fall as a senior. Thats scary / exciting.
I went to visit my grandma in the Hospital today. And I drove on the turnpike for the 1st time. Figures there was an explosives truck in front of me with his hazard lights. Fun times.
My baby left for Vegas this morning, and I miss him terribly. I have not stopped crying. I dont know why, because I know I'll see him again. ( unless his plane crashes.. and lets not even go there ) But why do I fall apart when he's not around? I am so weak. and dependant.
only 5 days..
"Note to Self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me. Back to me. To me.
I can feel my mind Wandering again.
Into where I dont know,
And will I ever get home?
Time starts moving faster than I can
And I'm sick of this scene
I need to break the routine.."
Edit ::: I stole this survey from Shauna. Read it..or die :)
Name: Julia Ann Critelli
Nicknames: JuJu, Little Girl, Julie, Jules
School: Ware High
E-mail: RiOtGiRL942@hotmail.com
Eyes: hazel / brown
Siblings: Sisters ::: Loni, SaVannah. Brothers ::: Mark, Wayne.
< ~ ~ ~ HAVE YOU EVER~ ~ ~>
had sex? : yes
Been so drunk you blacked out: yes
Been High before: yes
Gone out in pajamas: yes
Missed school b/c it was raining: no but i've missed it for other gay reasons.
Set any body part on fire for amusement: can't say that i have..
Kept a secret from everyone: yes
Had an imaginary friend: i don't think so..
Wanted to hook up with a friend: yes
Yeah Cried during a flick: all the time haha.
Had a crush on a teacher: uhm, no.
Thought an animated character was hot: nah.
planned your week based on the TV Guide: no. I hate TV.
Prank called someone: lol all the time i <3 it
Been on stage: hell yeah i love being on stage!
< ~ ~ ~ FAVORITES ~ ~ ~ >
Shampoo: pantene
Soap: dial
Colors: Pink, Orange, Sky Blue & Lime Green
Day/Night: Night
Summer/Winter: Summer
Online Smiley: ;-)
Lace or satin: Lace!
Cartoon Character: TiNkErBeLL
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: sure do.
Like anyone: obviously.
Who have you known the longest of your friends: Amber.
Who's the loudest of your friends: Amber.
Who do you go to for advice: Sarah / Nikki.
Who do you get the most surveys from: I steal them from Random People.
Who do you cry to: Jay / Sarah
Who's body is the sexiest: Mine ;-) j/k I dunno..
< ~ ~ ~ IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS, HAVE U ~ ~ ~ >
Cried: yep, just yesterday actually. lol.
Gotten your hair cut: no but i need to!
Worn a skirt: yes.
Been mean: yes.
Been sarcastic: yes
Met someone new: uhm, maybe?
Talked to someone you have a crush on: oh yes :P
Missed someone: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hugged someone: yeah.
Fought with your parent(s): yes.
Wished upon a star: more than once: no.
Laughed until you cried: yup. :-D
Played Truth or Dare: nah, but i think i might have to now..
Watched a sunrise/sunset: no
Went to the beach at night: no but i *REALLY* want to!
Read a book for fun: no
Ate a meal: yes
Are you lonely: right now, yes.
Are you happy: def. NOT.
Are you talking to someone online: no, no one good is on.
< ~ ~ ~ DO YOU BELIEVE IN ~ ~ ~ >
God/Devil: yes
Santa: sure.
The Closet Monster: I DO! haha.
Heaven/Hell: yes
Superstitions: no.
Love: hellz yah!
< ~ ~ ~ MORE RANDOM QUESTIONS ~ ~ ~ >
Where is Tupac? idk / idc
Who named you: My Sister
Backstreet Boys or N Sync: N'Sync heh
When was the last time you showered: yesterday.
What song are U listening to right now: Underoath ::: A Boy Brushed Red.
What is right next to you: A dish with lifesavers in it, a cup with a bunch of pens / pencils in it, a picture of Jay <3, and my Digetal Camera.
What is your computer desk made of: Some kind of fake wood.
what was the last thing that you ate: Chocolate Chip Pancakes :o)
Where do you want to go on your honeymoon: Hmm..Florida or the Bahamas?
Where would you go on vacation: California!
How many buddies do you have on your list: 171
How's the weather right now? Sunny, probly in the 90's
Have you ever smoked pot: yes.
What did you do last night: Went to visit my grandma in the Hospital.
What's the best thing that you find about the opposite sex?: personality / HAIR / body / face
How do YOU eat an Oreo: I put it in my mouth, chew it & swallow?
Dream car: I have a few lol ::: Mitsibushi 3000 GT / 98' Toyota Celica / 00' Chevy Cavalier Coupe.
Have you ever won any special awards: a few.
What do you want to be when you grow up: Either A Nurse or Entrepenuer.
What are your future goals: Go to UMASS for Business.
Favorite music: Uhm..Oh boy I like a lot ::: Hawthorne Heights / Fall Out Boy / Senses Fail / Taking Back Sunday / Underoath / From First to Last / Armor For Sleep / Sugarcult / Midtown / My Chemical Romance / The Used / Mest / Brand New / Gwen Stefani / So Much More!
Favorite day of the year: December 22nd.
Favorite Guys Cologne: Hollister / Kirra / Vurt / Beyond Pradise.
Do you like to dance: I LOVE TO.
Fast or slow: DONT MATTER!
Are you too shy to ask someone out: no.
Favorite name brand: Hollister / American Eagle / Roxy / Tilt
If you could change your name: Eh, I'm content.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yeah I sleep with like 32947324 stuffed animals.
Have you ever slept over at the opposite sex house: No, But I have had the opposit sex sleep here, and I have slept with the opposit sex at multiple hotels. lol.
What is the stupidest thing you have ever done: I've done a lot of stupid things. One that sticks out is flipping out on Ms Larue, haha..And ever getting involved with a *certain someone*.
What will your first son's name be: Hayden or Nick.
On the phone or in person: in person, i dont like talking on the phone.
Lust or Love: A little bit of both. lol.
If you could change something about yourself: My looks. And the fact that I forgive people way too easily. And I wish I was more confident.
Do you consider cheerleading a sport: yeah, I love cheerleading.
Do you want your friends to do this survey: if they want to...
< ~ ~ ~ PERSONAL ~ ~ ~ >
What would you change in this world: all the DrAmA! heh. And murders / suicides / killing.
What do you think of yourself: I'm pretty cool I guess.
Who was your last/current boyfriend/girlfriend: last ::: Max LaBier. current ::: Jason.
Did you love him/her: yeah.
Are you still in love with him/her: yeah.
Did you like this Survey: it was time consuming.
I went to visit my grandma in the Hospital today. And I drove on the turnpike for the 1st time. Figures there was an explosives truck in front of me with his hazard lights. Fun times.
My baby left for Vegas this morning, and I miss him terribly. I have not stopped crying. I dont know why, because I know I'll see him again. ( unless his plane crashes.. and lets not even go there ) But why do I fall apart when he's not around? I am so weak. and dependant.
only 5 days..
"Note to Self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me. Back to me. To me.
I can feel my mind Wandering again.
Into where I dont know,
And will I ever get home?
Time starts moving faster than I can
And I'm sick of this scene
I need to break the routine.."
Edit ::: I stole this survey from Shauna. Read it..or die :)
Name: Julia Ann Critelli
Nicknames: JuJu, Little Girl, Julie, Jules
School: Ware High
E-mail: RiOtGiRL942@hotmail.com
Eyes: hazel / brown
Siblings: Sisters ::: Loni, SaVannah. Brothers ::: Mark, Wayne.
< ~ ~ ~ HAVE YOU EVER~ ~ ~>
had sex? : yes
Been so drunk you blacked out: yes
Been High before: yes
Gone out in pajamas: yes
Missed school b/c it was raining: no but i've missed it for other gay reasons.
Set any body part on fire for amusement: can't say that i have..
Kept a secret from everyone: yes
Had an imaginary friend: i don't think so..
Wanted to hook up with a friend: yes
Yeah Cried during a flick: all the time haha.
Had a crush on a teacher: uhm, no.
Thought an animated character was hot: nah.
planned your week based on the TV Guide: no. I hate TV.
Prank called someone: lol all the time i <3 it
Been on stage: hell yeah i love being on stage!
< ~ ~ ~ FAVORITES ~ ~ ~ >
Shampoo: pantene
Soap: dial
Colors: Pink, Orange, Sky Blue & Lime Green
Day/Night: Night
Summer/Winter: Summer
Online Smiley: ;-)
Lace or satin: Lace!
Cartoon Character: TiNkErBeLL
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: sure do.
Like anyone: obviously.
Who have you known the longest of your friends: Amber.
Who's the loudest of your friends: Amber.
Who do you go to for advice: Sarah / Nikki.
Who do you get the most surveys from: I steal them from Random People.
Who do you cry to: Jay / Sarah
Who's body is the sexiest: Mine ;-) j/k I dunno..
< ~ ~ ~ IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS, HAVE U ~ ~ ~ >
Cried: yep, just yesterday actually. lol.
Gotten your hair cut: no but i need to!
Worn a skirt: yes.
Been mean: yes.
Been sarcastic: yes
Met someone new: uhm, maybe?
Talked to someone you have a crush on: oh yes :P
Missed someone: YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hugged someone: yeah.
Fought with your parent(s): yes.
Wished upon a star: more than once: no.
Laughed until you cried: yup. :-D
Played Truth or Dare: nah, but i think i might have to now..
Watched a sunrise/sunset: no
Went to the beach at night: no but i *REALLY* want to!
Read a book for fun: no
Ate a meal: yes
Are you lonely: right now, yes.
Are you happy: def. NOT.
Are you talking to someone online: no, no one good is on.
< ~ ~ ~ DO YOU BELIEVE IN ~ ~ ~ >
God/Devil: yes
Santa: sure.
The Closet Monster: I DO! haha.
Heaven/Hell: yes
Superstitions: no.
Love: hellz yah!
< ~ ~ ~ MORE RANDOM QUESTIONS ~ ~ ~ >
Where is Tupac? idk / idc
Who named you: My Sister
Backstreet Boys or N Sync: N'Sync heh
When was the last time you showered: yesterday.
What song are U listening to right now: Underoath ::: A Boy Brushed Red.
What is right next to you: A dish with lifesavers in it, a cup with a bunch of pens / pencils in it, a picture of Jay <3, and my Digetal Camera.
What is your computer desk made of: Some kind of fake wood.
what was the last thing that you ate: Chocolate Chip Pancakes :o)
Where do you want to go on your honeymoon: Hmm..Florida or the Bahamas?
Where would you go on vacation: California!
How many buddies do you have on your list: 171
How's the weather right now? Sunny, probly in the 90's
Have you ever smoked pot: yes.
What did you do last night: Went to visit my grandma in the Hospital.
What's the best thing that you find about the opposite sex?: personality / HAIR / body / face
How do YOU eat an Oreo: I put it in my mouth, chew it & swallow?
Dream car: I have a few lol ::: Mitsibushi 3000 GT / 98' Toyota Celica / 00' Chevy Cavalier Coupe.
Have you ever won any special awards: a few.
What do you want to be when you grow up: Either A Nurse or Entrepenuer.
What are your future goals: Go to UMASS for Business.
Favorite music: Uhm..Oh boy I like a lot ::: Hawthorne Heights / Fall Out Boy / Senses Fail / Taking Back Sunday / Underoath / From First to Last / Armor For Sleep / Sugarcult / Midtown / My Chemical Romance / The Used / Mest / Brand New / Gwen Stefani / So Much More!
Favorite day of the year: December 22nd.
Favorite Guys Cologne: Hollister / Kirra / Vurt / Beyond Pradise.
Do you like to dance: I LOVE TO.
Fast or slow: DONT MATTER!
Are you too shy to ask someone out: no.
Favorite name brand: Hollister / American Eagle / Roxy / Tilt
If you could change your name: Eh, I'm content.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yeah I sleep with like 32947324 stuffed animals.
Have you ever slept over at the opposite sex house: No, But I have had the opposit sex sleep here, and I have slept with the opposit sex at multiple hotels. lol.
What is the stupidest thing you have ever done: I've done a lot of stupid things. One that sticks out is flipping out on Ms Larue, haha..And ever getting involved with a *certain someone*.
What will your first son's name be: Hayden or Nick.
On the phone or in person: in person, i dont like talking on the phone.
Lust or Love: A little bit of both. lol.
If you could change something about yourself: My looks. And the fact that I forgive people way too easily. And I wish I was more confident.
Do you consider cheerleading a sport: yeah, I love cheerleading.
Do you want your friends to do this survey: if they want to...
< ~ ~ ~ PERSONAL ~ ~ ~ >
What would you change in this world: all the DrAmA! heh. And murders / suicides / killing.
What do you think of yourself: I'm pretty cool I guess.
Who was your last/current boyfriend/girlfriend: last ::: Max LaBier. current ::: Jason.
Did you love him/her: yeah.
Are you still in love with him/her: yeah.
Did you like this Survey: it was time consuming.