ohhh shit
steven said the most deplorable, vile, awful words. he said, "i love you".
to me.
i got angry and continued getting drunker and drunker.
he said, "i love you. there have been so many times i've wanted to say it but didnt because i knew you wouldnt say it back".
i told him earlier that i dont use words like that anymore. i dont say "love you" or "forever" because it wasnt meant for me.
i'm going to have to call it off. i have to. i cant do it.
we were fine! what happened? why does that phrase change EVERYTHING? i'm running so far away from this, i have to.
what a disaster.
to me.
i got angry and continued getting drunker and drunker.
he said, "i love you. there have been so many times i've wanted to say it but didnt because i knew you wouldnt say it back".
i told him earlier that i dont use words like that anymore. i dont say "love you" or "forever" because it wasnt meant for me.
i'm going to have to call it off. i have to. i cant do it.
we were fine! what happened? why does that phrase change EVERYTHING? i'm running so far away from this, i have to.
what a disaster.