May 20, 2004 03:50
is it wrong for me to want something bad to happen to me, just so i can see who will actually care and how they will act? cause thats definetly how im feeling lately. like my existance is a very unimportant one. i feel as if i were to just be out of someones life tomorrow, it wouldnt be that big of a deal. i cant do anythign right. im totally alone. i dont know, i get these feelings every once in a while. im sure it will pass. thanks for reading...
ps, i didnt write this for sympathy, so dont think that. its just my feelings as of late..