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Have you ever thought to yourself... Why am I here?..
Whats my purpose and what am I to do?
I believe in God and I know he's real and I also know he has a purpose for me here but why dont I realize what that purpose is...
Yeah I realize I have what alot of people would consider a very "admirable" profession... but thats what I do, it's not nessesarily who I am. Im not a great person, hell... Im not even really a good person.. I lie, Ive stolen, Ive screwed people over, Ive done nothing but look out for my own... but inside I feel empty, like Im missing something, a void even...
I dont expect you to understand what Im talking about or respond by saying..."oh man I know exactly how you feel".. cause you dont... everyones different and what I may consider a void in my life that I want to fill, you may consider indigestion... Im not trying to be an ass I just think everyone interprets there feelings in a different way...
When you drive down the road and see a dead dog... one person may think to themselves "how sad some kid lost his puppy" and the person in car behind might not be able to contain himself from laughing so fucking hard.... thats proof.. two people exposed to the exact same thing react in completly different ways..
I dont know why Im rambling
People probably thought Aristotle and Sigmund Freud were really fucked up individuals when they were kids but look what they accomplished... Because of Freud we now have a world full of fucking Hypocondriacs and people who are convinced that have chronic depression.. people like my older sister who believe that there is a miracle pill out there that will solve every problem they ever had, but they dont realize that alls it does is takes away there free will and self expression.. Xanax.. Colonopen.. ect... all useless
Im not a depressed kid, or trying to get attention, Im just curious... you think Im the only person whose ever wondered how the human brain fucking works?.. or why the hell we are here?
NO
Goodnight...
Jacob C
Whats my purpose and what am I to do?
I believe in God and I know he's real and I also know he has a purpose for me here but why dont I realize what that purpose is...
Yeah I realize I have what alot of people would consider a very "admirable" profession... but thats what I do, it's not nessesarily who I am. Im not a great person, hell... Im not even really a good person.. I lie, Ive stolen, Ive screwed people over, Ive done nothing but look out for my own... but inside I feel empty, like Im missing something, a void even...
I dont expect you to understand what Im talking about or respond by saying..."oh man I know exactly how you feel".. cause you dont... everyones different and what I may consider a void in my life that I want to fill, you may consider indigestion... Im not trying to be an ass I just think everyone interprets there feelings in a different way...
When you drive down the road and see a dead dog... one person may think to themselves "how sad some kid lost his puppy" and the person in car behind might not be able to contain himself from laughing so fucking hard.... thats proof.. two people exposed to the exact same thing react in completly different ways..
I dont know why Im rambling
People probably thought Aristotle and Sigmund Freud were really fucked up individuals when they were kids but look what they accomplished... Because of Freud we now have a world full of fucking Hypocondriacs and people who are convinced that have chronic depression.. people like my older sister who believe that there is a miracle pill out there that will solve every problem they ever had, but they dont realize that alls it does is takes away there free will and self expression.. Xanax.. Colonopen.. ect... all useless
Im not a depressed kid, or trying to get attention, Im just curious... you think Im the only person whose ever wondered how the human brain fucking works?.. or why the hell we are here?
NO
Goodnight...
Jacob C