emails
i'm beginning to realize just how much my life is reflected through my past emails. i had decided today i was going to get rid of all my old emails...my ones i didn't need and the ones i didn't want to give up.. utterly stupid i know...paththic yes...but i have this theory that if you give up everything you treasure you have issues...you need memories right...you can't just throw them away right.
there's just so much sutff in there. things me and andrea complained about constantly, laughed about constantly and was the topic of our conversations for the longest time. it's seriously like atimeline of my life in my inbox...ahaha this is starting to sound extremely cheesy and i'm pretty glad none's gonig to readit. lol my live journal hasn't had comments in it since ....lol let me check my inbox because i'm pretty sure i didn't delete any of them.
omg....i have not written in this for AGES...i feel horrible about it to because i feel like i had so many good emotions i could have stored in this thing but i just never had enough damn time to . it SUCKS because i've thought of it ....like " omg i want a computer right now" and i knew it would have helped so much if i would have been able to. most of the entries would have been me complaining anyways i guess. but still....
like really when was the last time....
i don't really know where to start with what's happened in my life since then because i really can't remember the last time i updated....
let's just cover the basics.
i PASSED all my classes still not beating my amazingly smart older brother's average. like he has a95 average in history in grade 11. omg
i now get to take all the electives i want next year not quite in the exact order i wanted but w/e. i can not decide between foods and biology .foods would be so much more appetizing and a lot more safe in the asspect that i can't stand the smell of dead things. i feel like i need it.but...uggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i don't bloody know.
i guess i have all summer to decide. ahhh beutiful summer!!!! gorgeuous free boring summer. boring ina good way i guess seeingas i don't have one thing i need to remember to do...except pack of course. but boring in a bad way....it's hard to organize people to DO something everyone's all over the place and just gets annoying. the best things about summer so far is the sleep. the fact that i can sleep and have not had a migraine in two weeks is the greatest thing ever. *HAPPY HAPPY JOY* ding dong the evil migraine of the brain is dead!!! die bitch!:P:P:P hahahahaha.....i hope so...
finally got to see penguin!!! o my penguin!!!1 i missed the hell out of you and it was heaven to have you for a friend again!! you'll always be my bff:P:Phah 80s earring and ice cream shops hey;)
the lake was awesome and not wearing makeup turns out to be quite liberating. i adore new clothes and hair::P
dont i sound like a girl?:P:P
in other news...it turns out me and andrea are extremely shallow in the area of guys and their physical features. reobsessing over past obsessions and past objects of obsessions seems to be quite in fashion this july. me....oi i seem to notice hot guys constantly...it's always on my mind and i'm starting to feel this bad feeling that i'm preppy*crys and huddles in corner* noone comment on that. pleeze.
and now here i sit....writing randomly and almost dying from boredom....seems it's all i can talk about and i'm too lazy to do anything about it. well i called andrea...:P there you go.
it's kind of hypocritical to be complainging but not willing to change it :P
hahaha loser me
there's just so much sutff in there. things me and andrea complained about constantly, laughed about constantly and was the topic of our conversations for the longest time. it's seriously like atimeline of my life in my inbox...ahaha this is starting to sound extremely cheesy and i'm pretty glad none's gonig to readit. lol my live journal hasn't had comments in it since ....lol let me check my inbox because i'm pretty sure i didn't delete any of them.
omg....i have not written in this for AGES...i feel horrible about it to because i feel like i had so many good emotions i could have stored in this thing but i just never had enough damn time to . it SUCKS because i've thought of it ....like " omg i want a computer right now" and i knew it would have helped so much if i would have been able to. most of the entries would have been me complaining anyways i guess. but still....
like really when was the last time....
i don't really know where to start with what's happened in my life since then because i really can't remember the last time i updated....
let's just cover the basics.
i PASSED all my classes still not beating my amazingly smart older brother's average. like he has a95 average in history in grade 11. omg
i now get to take all the electives i want next year not quite in the exact order i wanted but w/e. i can not decide between foods and biology .foods would be so much more appetizing and a lot more safe in the asspect that i can't stand the smell of dead things. i feel like i need it.but...uggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i don't bloody know.
i guess i have all summer to decide. ahhh beutiful summer!!!! gorgeuous free boring summer. boring ina good way i guess seeingas i don't have one thing i need to remember to do...except pack of course. but boring in a bad way....it's hard to organize people to DO something everyone's all over the place and just gets annoying. the best things about summer so far is the sleep. the fact that i can sleep and have not had a migraine in two weeks is the greatest thing ever. *HAPPY HAPPY JOY* ding dong the evil migraine of the brain is dead!!! die bitch!:P:P:P hahahahaha.....i hope so...
finally got to see penguin!!! o my penguin!!!1 i missed the hell out of you and it was heaven to have you for a friend again!! you'll always be my bff:P:Phah 80s earring and ice cream shops hey;)
the lake was awesome and not wearing makeup turns out to be quite liberating. i adore new clothes and hair::P
dont i sound like a girl?:P:P
in other news...it turns out me and andrea are extremely shallow in the area of guys and their physical features. reobsessing over past obsessions and past objects of obsessions seems to be quite in fashion this july. me....oi i seem to notice hot guys constantly...it's always on my mind and i'm starting to feel this bad feeling that i'm preppy*crys and huddles in corner* noone comment on that. pleeze.
and now here i sit....writing randomly and almost dying from boredom....seems it's all i can talk about and i'm too lazy to do anything about it. well i called andrea...:P there you go.
it's kind of hypocritical to be complainging but not willing to change it :P
hahaha loser me