friday was fun for a while
i realized that lauren and isadora
are gonna hold the fact that i'm with
kyle against me
i'm gonna accept it even tho they have no right
i'll just keep my mouth shut on this one
maybe it'll fix itself
anyway...
it was homecoming
heres some pics:
i went dateless =D
had a good time for a while
then left early
it got lame rofl
saturday i spent the day with kyle
i was supposed to go to caitlyn's birthday thing
but since my dad has to be an alcoholic n since my mom was at work
i didn't have a ride...trust me i was PISSED rofl
but i spent the day with kyle
n he taught me how to salsa dance
and do this move that takes someone down
it was fun
he makes me so happy i love it
he says the sweetest shit ever too
then he had to go to his homecoming
so his friend dropped me off at my house
then he got kicked out of homecoming
n we hungout after that
went cruising on lindbergh
which i gotta admit was a little weird to do with him
just b/c i did it with martin alot
but we had fun
he got to show off his flippin skills
i love when he does it =D
he's amazing
i can't wait to get kissy pics with him =D hahaha
sunday...
i definitely don't remember what i did
i'm so lame
i'm pretty sure i went to the park with kyle
really late at night
but i'm not sure if that was monday or what
no it was sunday yeah rofl
went to skool monday
then the atreyu show
where i saw all of NOVELLA standing outside of the venue
i saw tyler at first, didn't think i'd c the rest of them
then b4 i know it, josh jumps in front of my face saying
"heyyyy whats up?! who u here to c"
i was like "atreyu."
he was like "good b/c chiodos sucks"
i laughed
then he goes
"oh look we have matching coats, mines mink whats urs"
i laughed n was like "uhhhh fake rofl"
he's goofy...we've nvr talked like that before
maybe its b/c i have a boyfriend now
n i'm not shy around him
n he's not shy around me rofl
then sean was like "oh hey thats leigh"
n walks over saying "whats uppp"
i was just like "nothin waitin on tara so i can go in n c atreyu"
he laughed n was like "sweeeeeeet"
then mike comes over n hes like "god chiodos is awesome"
josh is like "yeah dude i kno, every band with a mexican name is just amazing"
sarcasm of course...n we all laughed
chit chatted some more then tara arived n i went inside
they wouldn't let me bring my camera
so i didn't take it in...even tho i bet i could have snuck it in lol
all well tho...its kewl
chiodos was actually pretty good haha
i was surprised rofl
then every time i die...
fuckin amazing...i'm gonna start listenin to them
got hella crushed durring them n chiodos
i was in the pit the entire time
then fucking ATREYU
they fuckin rocked it
i had to get out of the pit tho
i started actually passing out on ppl
n i punched some girl in the face rofl
i went n bought my shirt
but like idk...i didn't have enough money for it
so i was standing there for like 10 mintues thinking weither or not i should go get 2 bux from someone
or hint at the fact that i only had 18 bux
the merch guy was like "u want something?"
i was like "idk i only have 18 dollars n i want a shirt...but i'm thinkin of settling for a bag"
n he was like "what shirt do u want?"
i was like "that one" n pointed at the shirt i wanted
n he was like "alright what size"
i said "small"
n he was like "ok...here ya go...don't worry i'll cover the extra 2 bux"
n i was like "i love u"
he was like "i love you too"
n i was like "i love you more"
n he was like "impossible"
i bet i could have swayed him into letting me backstage
but i decided not to n walked away
then after the show i promoted black tie affair
they're coming in december!
i was so excited i cried
then i got home n talked to kyle for a while =D
n later recieved a really sweet comment from him saying
"I can't believe how wonderful life is right now. It's so incredible that... we're together. So much to be said and done, it's impossible not to be overcome. I'm enjoying the idea of taking this feeling, making it grow, more and more each day and never letting it go. I can barely explain the things that I'm feeling, you're like that one more reason for living that makes such a big diffrence in my life I want to relive it all over again, with you. And yet at the same time, I do relive it.. everytime I see u it's like seeing u for the first time, you're so beautiful. Not even a week and you've taught me so much. I love what you do to me. ^_^"
it was a good night =D
tuesday i went to skool
n then to kyles around 5ish
n stayed til like 9:30
had a good time
kissed alot...yes yes
talked about alot of things
like how we feel about eachother
n how long we think we'll be together
i asked him "so how long do u think we'll be together"
he was like "i don't know...i hope for a while...i really like you and you make me happy"
i agreed with him
so hopefully we'll be together for a while =D
i love how when he talks to me
he looks me in the eyes
i love how he gives me eskimo kisses
i love how we can just lay there n look eachother in the eyes
usually it takes me a while to warm up to such things
but with him...things of this nature just feel right
i love being happy