Huh.
Everyone is talking about love lately. It's interesting, to read everyone's takes on it. Interesting, and... informative? Admittedly, I don't know very much about it. Sometimes, I think I do, but it's all so confusing... I guess that's the nature of human emotion. Confusing and complicated and hard to sort out.
Family love, though. I know I've got that part figured out, at least.
... and now, I'm pretty sure I just sound stupid.
I never felt this way before I came here, but I feel like I'm behind, somehow, for being as old as I am and not having experienced romantic love. At least, I don't think I have. ... I'm not sure? I know it's not my fault that I'm "behind," and I know that everyone does things at their own pace, but I can't help feeling that I'm missing out on a lot of things because of my history. Sometimes, it feels like I'll never catch up.
Then sometimes, I think maybe I already have... but how can you know for sure?
Family love, though. I know I've got that part figured out, at least.
... and now, I'm pretty sure I just sound stupid.
I never felt this way before I came here, but I feel like I'm behind, somehow, for being as old as I am and not having experienced romantic love. At least, I don't think I have. ... I'm not sure? I know it's not my fault that I'm "behind," and I know that everyone does things at their own pace, but I can't help feeling that I'm missing out on a lot of things because of my history. Sometimes, it feels like I'll never catch up.
Then sometimes, I think maybe I already have... but how can you know for sure?