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Oh gods, where to start...
okay, for one, I can't stand my foundation studio professor. She likes abstract impressionalism. She hates the usage of eyes. I'm going to fail that class.
I got my car back. I had just assumed it was stolen, but really, the city took it for street cleaning. They threw up a street cleaning sign for something like five minutes and stole my car. I'm not parking it in Richmond anymore.
I'm tired. I broke up with Brooks because of ; that situation being this:
I've had a crush on Nick (Who I've also known since I was twelve) since the day I met him. I kept it to myself and I figured that >eventually it would go away... then Brooks started to be neglectful, and well, I'm selfish and I need attention... but I still wasn't going to cheat on him. Jamie would invite me over there (aaaand they'd be drinking) but I declined constantly because I knew if it was just Jamie, Jon, Nick and I plus drinking that I would do something stupid... so about a week after I told Jamie no the first time, we went as a group, Frod, Law, Brooks, myself, Jessica, Stirf... anyways, there was drinking, and making out with Stirf (In Jon's lap, no less, which apparently all of the guys approved of at the time...) ... I was already smashed when Jamie was like, here, have another shot of tequila, and my judgement being impared x.x so, shot three was done while being assisted by Jamie and Jon. It somehow makes me feel like it was their goal. Evil bastards. Anyways, that was what did it and from there until about two days later Rachel was feeling the effects. Did I point out that I hadn't eaten anything all day? Yeah, I was really gone. Definately something I'm never doing again. After some being ill, I passed out on the couch in the living room.
I woke up and Brooks was gone. I verified this with jamie six or seven times before it hit me. He left. Frod was asleep on the other side of the couch. Stirf was passed out in her room. Nick was sitting across the room from me in the other chair, talking to Jamie, who was on his computer as per usual.
I told Nick everything.
Then there was cuddling.
Four hours later, when the majority of our motor skills returned, he went home with me. (Technically, Jamie kicked us out.)
On Sunday, I broke up with Brooks. It was the only option that made me still feel human.
It doesn't change my being a horrible person, though.
and now he's being creepy while he has the chance. Nick comes back on Monday, so I guess I don't actually have to make a decision until then...
I spent three hours the other day drawing a wall for perspective class. It's depressing and I hate it. I keep mispronouncing Pollack. What a silly name for a building. I think they did it on purpose.
Yay Hurricane. Last night Paul, Blake and Dan were here till three am making characters. It was a painful process. I ended up printing the character sheet pdf from the website because it would kill them to do it on paper. I had to do half of it for them. x.x it's... going to be weird, to say the least.
I miss everyone.
Sometimes I wonder why I'm here...
okay, for one, I can't stand my foundation studio professor. She likes abstract impressionalism. She hates the usage of eyes. I'm going to fail that class.
I got my car back. I had just assumed it was stolen, but really, the city took it for street cleaning. They threw up a street cleaning sign for something like five minutes and stole my car. I'm not parking it in Richmond anymore.
I'm tired. I broke up with Brooks because of ; that situation being this:
I've had a crush on Nick (Who I've also known since I was twelve) since the day I met him. I kept it to myself and I figured that >eventually it would go away... then Brooks started to be neglectful, and well, I'm selfish and I need attention... but I still wasn't going to cheat on him. Jamie would invite me over there (aaaand they'd be drinking) but I declined constantly because I knew if it was just Jamie, Jon, Nick and I plus drinking that I would do something stupid... so about a week after I told Jamie no the first time, we went as a group, Frod, Law, Brooks, myself, Jessica, Stirf... anyways, there was drinking, and making out with Stirf (In Jon's lap, no less, which apparently all of the guys approved of at the time...) ... I was already smashed when Jamie was like, here, have another shot of tequila, and my judgement being impared x.x so, shot three was done while being assisted by Jamie and Jon. It somehow makes me feel like it was their goal. Evil bastards. Anyways, that was what did it and from there until about two days later Rachel was feeling the effects. Did I point out that I hadn't eaten anything all day? Yeah, I was really gone. Definately something I'm never doing again. After some being ill, I passed out on the couch in the living room.
I woke up and Brooks was gone. I verified this with jamie six or seven times before it hit me. He left. Frod was asleep on the other side of the couch. Stirf was passed out in her room. Nick was sitting across the room from me in the other chair, talking to Jamie, who was on his computer as per usual.
I told Nick everything.
Then there was cuddling.
Four hours later, when the majority of our motor skills returned, he went home with me. (Technically, Jamie kicked us out.)
On Sunday, I broke up with Brooks. It was the only option that made me still feel human.
It doesn't change my being a horrible person, though.
and now he's being creepy while he has the chance. Nick comes back on Monday, so I guess I don't actually have to make a decision until then...
I spent three hours the other day drawing a wall for perspective class. It's depressing and I hate it. I keep mispronouncing Pollack. What a silly name for a building. I think they did it on purpose.
Yay Hurricane. Last night Paul, Blake and Dan were here till three am making characters. It was a painful process. I ended up printing the character sheet pdf from the website because it would kill them to do it on paper. I had to do half of it for them. x.x it's... going to be weird, to say the least.
I miss everyone.
Sometimes I wonder why I'm here...